After battling my own mind for so many years, it's really hard to deal with that it's my body where the pain comes from now. My full mind focus is on that trip... what if my body is not capable for it.. if i'm honest it isn't in this state..
I should be happy that nothing else serious came out of the bone-scan, eventho they saw few things on the mri's. But that doesn't make the arthrosis-pain go away Fysio said that i have to give up on front row.. stubborn me: never
Altho BT was a weird tour and enough happened those months for me personally, am glad it was before covid..
Rolling Stones were supposed to play in Amsterdam Arena tonight but Mick tested positive.. Show got cancelled after doors already opened
Pearl Jam had to cancel some shows too. First Mike Cameron got it and they found a replacement drummer. then Jeff Ament got covid and they just canceled the shows. like, they cant just go an replace every member of the band.
however, i did think that would be kinda cool. See a band, and just every member is different. its just like a cover band basically. and nobody gets refunds.
I’m growing carrots Salads Zucchini’s Cucumbers Tomatos Potatoes Onions Probably some other veggies Corn! It looks dead but who knows All types of fruits and berries Uhmmmm… can we disconnect from the world soon?