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Post by drnick on Mar 11, 2018 20:26:04 GMT
I'm addicted to chocolate and coconut stuffs. I can't get enough. I want it all the time and in all forms. Help.  Bye, bye, skinny Dani. |
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Post by Dani on Mar 11, 2018 20:47:18 GMT
I'm addicted to chocolate and coconut stuffs. I can't get enough. I want it all the time and in all forms. Help. Bye, bye, skinny Dani. Haha, I'm always fat winter time. I love it. |
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Post by drnick on Mar 11, 2018 20:53:50 GMT
Bye, bye, skinny Dani. Haha, I'm always fat winter time. I love it. Stop lying. You don't know what fat is.  |
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Post by Danielle on Mar 11, 2018 20:58:11 GMT
Finally paid off my credit card! Feels good to be debt free for a minute. 🎉
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 11, 2018 22:03:21 GMT
I am so friggin anxious for tomorrow, it's close to being ridiculous, and it makes me feel so ashamed of myself. I hate it. Wish I could fast forward till Tuesday. Going to bed now before I give in to stupidity. 🙃
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 12, 2018 5:55:22 GMT
Bye, bye, skinny Dani. Haha, I'm always fat winter time. I love it. You are nowhere near being fat, that's a fact! ❤️ |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 12, 2018 8:29:26 GMT
Relieved I did not get my worries confirmed. My body image is fucked up. I swear thought I had gained at least 3 kilos, but I lost one instead? Wtf. Something is seriously wrong with me. Ready to be slaughtered in a minute. Rip.
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Post by blackrosefore on Mar 12, 2018 13:39:21 GMT
I think I'll never be over sleep deprivation. No matter how much I try, I'm always feeling tired physically and mentally. I remember feeling good, once. Not sleepy at all. hahaha But that was years ago.
My general fatigue is something I've learned to just ignore.
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Post by purple18 on Mar 12, 2018 14:36:07 GMT
I think I'll never be over sleep deprivation. No matter how much I try, I'm always feeling tired physically and mentally. I remember feeling good, once. Not sleepy at all. hahaha But that was years ago. My general fatigue is something I've learned to just ignore. aw that sucks. sleeping is so good. do you have enough time to sleep but have insomnia or are you short on time? |
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Post by pumpkinshoes on Mar 12, 2018 15:12:19 GMT
Relieved I did not get my worries confirmed. My body image is fucked up. I swear thought I had gained at least 3 kilos, but I lost one instead? Wtf. Something is seriously wrong with me. Ready to be slaughtered in a minute. Rip. <3 But you are able to admit that your body image has become messed up, that's a huge step. I hope the help you are getting matches what you need and that you are being treated with respect and kindness. You will get through this, I am sure.
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Post by pumpkinshoes on Mar 12, 2018 15:15:04 GMT
I'm addicted to chocolate and coconut stuffs. I can't get enough. I want it all the time and in all forms. Help. *drools* Chocolate together with coconut is heaven. |
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Post by Sole on Mar 12, 2018 16:06:12 GMT
I'm thinking that even tho I never wrote much on the the original forum, I used to read it everyday and it is very sad that it's still not working. I wanna take this as a chance to be a little more active and get to know you all better!  |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 12, 2018 18:11:45 GMT
Relieved I did not get my worries confirmed. My body image is fucked up. I swear thought I had gained at least 3 kilos, but I lost one instead? Wtf. Something is seriously wrong with me. Ready to be slaughtered in a minute. Rip. <3 But you are able to admit that your body image has become messed up, that's a huge step. I hope the help you are getting matches what you need and that you are being treated with respect and kindness. You will get through this, I am sure. I am aware of it, sort of.. But I don't see the need to change anything, I'm okay with my body the way it is now. My primary nurse wasn't happy and tbh way too strict imo. She told me if I don't gain enough to reach bmi 20 within the next four weeks, then I am in the wrong place. I got the impression that they think I'm not motivated, but trust me, I am. I just need to do this in my own pace, but they're rushing too fast for me to follow. I am not underweight according to WHO, but for the treatment facility, anything below 20 is considered underweight. Really feel like dropping out after today, even if I know that's not a smart thing to do. Ambivalence hit me hard this morning. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Thank you for your support Milla <3 it means alot <3 |
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Post by pumpkinshoes on Mar 12, 2018 19:52:03 GMT
That doesn't sound very good. I feel like they too often in health care still follow that strict authoritarian way of handling things -like you could threaten/scare people into health. It's completely the wrong approach imo. Sorry to hear they don't seem to understand your point of view. Is there any possibility to switch the nurse? BMI of course doesn't always tell the whole story but it's something to go by..
I still don't think you should drop out, just try to talk to the nurse and tell her what you need and show her that you really are motivated. Even though I haven't been in your shoes I've still caught glimpses of this world in the hospital world, because I was dealing with other serious health issues that no one could find a reason to some doctors (without even meeting me) came to the conclusion that I had an ED and treated me there after - in a very non-supportive way. So I've seen what the reception can be like and it can be very humiliating. I hope your current treatment facility is better than that though.
Many hugs Maren! <3 I was going to reply to your message on fb but I find fb so messy so I should probably pm your or smth when I have a little bit more energy.
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Post by pumpkinshoes on Mar 12, 2018 19:52:57 GMT
I'm thinking that even tho I never wrote much on the the original forum, I used to read it everyday and it is very sad that it's still not working. I wanna take this as a chance to be a little more active and get to know you all better! I don't remember your face. But more active members are more than welcome How long had you been on pp? |
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Bye, bye, skinny Dani.
