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Post by Sole on Mar 13, 2018 7:28:28 GMT
Thinking this can't possibly be the end of PP. I REFUSE TO LET THAT HAPPEN! I'm willing to sell my soul for it to remain up and going. There has to be a way to stop this from happening. They have to let us be in charge. I'm literally panicking here. That yngwie can't just get away with an announcement! |
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Post by Danielle on Mar 13, 2018 7:33:19 GMT
Thinking this can't possibly be the end of PP. I REFUSE TO LET THAT HAPPEN! I'm willing to sell my soul for it to remain up and going. There has to be a way to stop this from happening. They have to let us be in charge. I'm literally panicking here. That yngwie can't just get away with an announcement! It’s beyond pointless, too. So many of us are willing to offer our time, expertise, effort, and money to keep the thing running and we’re being ignored. It doesn’t make any sense. |
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Post by Dani on Mar 13, 2018 16:37:33 GMT
It'll be fine. They are not ignoring us, it was night time over there. It's just 9 am. I'll post info in the thread Alrightsir made on PP whenever I have news.
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 13, 2018 21:01:19 GMT
I feel awful. I just searched for my name on pp and went through my old posts from when I was psychotic. Obviously a lot of you thought I did it on purpose and for attention seeking. I will not mention any names. You all know who you are. Someone even went so far and said they were convinced I was kangaroolicker. Wtf?! Yes I did have a few accounts back in the days, but they were made because I was a bored 17 year old asshole who didn't know what an IP adress was. And they were banned a decade ago. A part of me wants to forgive and forget, but reading all those nasty comments about me makes me not want to forgive, even if I still do. Someone even said I talked too much about my illness. Well fine. I will shut up. I clearly exist just for the attention I "crave so much". Why do I even bother posting here or anywhere for that matter. Glad I got screenshots so people cannot deny their hurtful words. Oh and this post is obviously just for attention as well. I don't know what to think anymore. So much for being open about my situation and the consequences it had for me. I will never speak again.
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Post by Danielle on Mar 13, 2018 21:17:36 GMT
It is hard to let go of these things, but please try to remember these people don’t know you or the reality of what you were dealing with at the time. A computer screen makes it a lot easier to lose compassion when you can’t see the effect your words have on people, and that's all they saw. Words. It wouldn’t take much for a cynical person to doubt you, but they don’t know your truth. Maybe they would be mortified if they realised.
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Post by purple18 on Mar 13, 2018 21:22:35 GMT
I feel awful. I just searched for my name on pp and went through my old posts from when I was psychotic. Obviously a lot of you thought I did it on purpose and for attention seeking. I will not mention any names. You all know who you are. Someone even went so far and said they were convinced I was kangaroolicker. Wtf?! Yes I did have a few accounts back in the days, but they were made because I was a bored 17 year old asshole who didn't know what an IP adress was. And they were banned a decade ago. A part of me wants to forgive and forget, but reading all those nasty comments about me makes me not want to forgive, even if I still do. Someone even said I talked too much about my illness. Well fine. I will shut up. I clearly exist just for the attention I "crave so much". Why do I even bother posting here or anywhere for that matter. Glad I got screenshots so people cannot deny their hurtful words. Oh and this post is obviously just for attention as well. I don't know what to think anymore. So much for being open about my situation and the consequences it had for me. I will never speak again. aww no! i'm sorry you had to see something like that  but please be aware that most of us in fact were worried for you and you were probably banned for your own sake just to protect you from posting more stuff you would regret later. at least that is how i see it and i do not think i ever said anything else on pp either. after a while it was very clear that you were ill at that time and we were feeling sorry for you. all these things you wrote are really unfair and you shouldn't waste a passing thought on people like this. please continue to speak up about anything you feel like, especially if it is therapeutic for you. this community is not really about spreading hate like that. |
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Post by purple18 on Mar 13, 2018 22:15:48 GMT
i can't speak for anybody else but if i wrote this (? this is the only one of the ones you posted i can imagine i wrote) i stick by it. i did not mean to be hurtful towards you. at that time literally everything on pp was about your posts and we were worried for you and tried to get you to get help but you wouldn't listen. and we only got information about what happened much later. so, again, even if i wrote this i did not mean it in a bad way. |
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Post by Danielle on Mar 13, 2018 22:32:15 GMT
Maren, this is your chance to move on with a clean slate. I'm not going to quote anything in case you decide you want to remove it. I was clueless as to what happened and have enjoyed speaking with you these past few days. I had no preconceptions. It's a real shame to emphasise past issues (that most of us were not involved in) when we could be forging a more positive future community together now we are older and wiser.
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Post by Dani on Mar 13, 2018 22:42:21 GMT
Can I ask you if you think I wrote too much on there? I'm asking because I wanna know so tell me whatever you think. I seriously want honest opinion. Haha, let's break down your c. 55,100+ posts..... From March 2004 to March 2018.... 14 years = approx 3936 per year 328 per month 76 per week 11 per day When you put it like that.... It's just under 1 post every 2 hours for 14 years.... You have been busy.  Haha, you're amazing. Thanks for that! I was thinking like what did I even write about the other day when I thought that it's damn much, but 90% of it is in Tell Pink about how I wish she was a chicken I was kissing because I miss her, me typing the lyrics of Cuz I can to her as if I was singing it and what else? A pic of some huge dog with her next to it that I thought was cute but apparently he was evil and ate everyone and was a character in a Stephen King book. Oh well at least I was the top poster and Pink doesn't hate me yet as far as I'm concerned   |
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Post by purple18 on Mar 14, 2018 8:42:34 GMT
well hi to our new mods!  |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 14, 2018 10:28:05 GMT
i can't speak for anybody else but if i wrote this (? this is the only one of the ones you posted i can imagine i wrote) i stick by it. i did not mean to be hurtful towards you. at that time literally everything on pp was about your posts and we were worried for you and tried to get you to get help but you wouldn't listen. and we only got information about what happened much later. so, again, even if i wrote this i did not mean it in a bad way. Well, you also said you "no longer cared about me tbh", but also told me I was ruining the forum. And like many others ridiculed my illness, and made people laugh about my situation. You don't know the story behind why I got ill in the first place. It was never about the drugs. Someone made my life a living hell and would do anything to destroy me and many others. I'm talking about a seriously insane sociopath who made people lose their kids to foster care by telling lies, tried to make a friend of mine lose her job and licence as a nurse, as a means of revenge , just to mention a few things. I know you were worried about me there's no doubt about that, and I DO appreciate that I got banned eventually. But seriously, there was no need to talk shit about me after I was gone. Ok, I'm sorry I even post in this thread. I'll stop ruining yet another forum. |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 14, 2018 11:28:01 GMT
Maren, this is your chance to move on with a clean slate. I'm not going to quote anything in case you decide you want to remove it. I was clueless as to what happened and have enjoyed speaking with you these past few days. I had no preconceptions. It's a real shame to emphasise past issues (that most of us were not involved in) when we could be forging a more positive future community together now we are older and wiser. Thank you, I appreciate you saying that. ❤️ I really am trying to, but it bothers me that my old posts are still up on pp and nobody even did anything to remove them. Nobody. Even if they had the personal email address to the admins, which actually came online just to ban me. and then went away again. I cannot move on before they are gone. I honestly can't. Simply because they are searchable to ANYONE. What will people think about me, if they come across my posts? I once looked forward to meeting people again in the upcoming tour but I'm not so sure anymore. I'm sorry if I am negative right now, I really don't mean to be, but the things people said about me made me feel so awful and ashamed l wish I ceased to exist a long time ago. Not saying everybody were mean, but some of them were, and the "witty" comments making them laugh about my illness. I am sort of over it, and I have forgiven them for their decision to ban me , BUT, making fun of me after I was gone, was really unnecessary. I wasn't even aware of them takling about me that much. I know Imight react stronger than I normally would, and damn it now my keyboard on my phobe is acting up . I'll try to limit myself with negativity, i know it doesn't do me any good . |
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Post by Nataly on Mar 14, 2018 12:56:09 GMT
Maren are you aware that nobody would have remembered that this happened with you if you didn't just post those old posts... I honestly remember just a tiny little thing now when you brought it back...
Otherwise it would have been burried along with the original forum and it's past in 2 days...
Just forget about it, be a bigger person, we are supposed to be older and wiser now, and try to move on and be positive about it. Even laugh about it.
Just don't obsess over this whole thing for your own sake.
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Post by purple18 on Mar 14, 2018 13:57:57 GMT
i can't speak for anybody else but if i wrote this (? this is the only one of the ones you posted i can imagine i wrote) i stick by it. i did not mean to be hurtful towards you. at that time literally everything on pp was about your posts and we were worried for you and tried to get you to get help but you wouldn't listen. and we only got information about what happened much later. so, again, even if i wrote this i did not mean it in a bad way. Well, you also said you "no longer cared about me tbh", but also told me I was ruining the forum. And like many others ridiculed my illness, and made people laugh about my situation. You don't know the story behind why I got ill in the first place. It was never about the drugs. Someone made my life a living hell and would do anything to destroy me and many others. I'm talking about a seriously insane sociopath who made people lose their kids to foster care by telling lies, tried to make a friend of mine lose her job and licence as a nurse, as a means of revenge , just to mention a few things. I know you were worried about me there's no doubt about that, and I DO appreciate that I got banned eventually. But seriously, there was no need to talk shit about me after I was gone. Ok, I'm sorry I even post in this thread. I'll stop ruining yet another forum. Quote me doing that please. i do not remember ever thinking what was happening to you was funny in any way. i probably told you to get help multiple times as did others because there was nothing else we could do. anyway, i repeat that nobody knew what was happening to you because noone told us. maybe you remember what i told you when years later you sent a group message on facebook, maybe you don't, but i meant it and i felt sorry for you and still do and don't blame you for what happened. i'm honestly sorry if some things came out wrong. |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 14, 2018 14:00:05 GMT
Maren are you aware that nobody would have remembered that this happened with you if you didn't just post those old posts... I honestly remember just a tiny little thing now when you brought it back... Otherwise it would have been burried along with the original forum and it's past in 2 days... Just forget about it, be a bigger person, we are supposed to be older and wiser now, and try to move on and be positive about it. Even laugh about it. Just don't obsess over this whole thing for your own sake. I know, and I'm sorry I brought it up too. People do remember. My memory is a bit shattered so I don't remember it all, so I did it because I was curious and thought I was ready... But I wasn't. I am currently working on accepting it. I shouldn't have gone back to pp and searched, that was a huge mistake. Thanks for the reminder though. However, I know it's easy for you to say, but I cannot simply "just" forget it that easily. I cannot just "move on". It goes deeper than that. And who are you, if you don't mind me asking? PP nick? |
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but please be aware that most of us in fact were worried for you and you were probably banned for your own sake just to protect you from posting more stuff you would regret later. at least that is how i see it and i do not think i ever said anything else on pp either. after a while it was very clear that you were ill at that time and we were feeling sorry for you. 
