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Jun 15, 2020 9:40:58 GMT
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Post by heehawes on Jun 15, 2020 9:40:58 GMT
seeing other people cry 💔
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Jun 16, 2020 15:04:43 GMT
Post by drnick on Jun 16, 2020 15:04:43 GMT
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Jun 17, 2020 11:39:57 GMT
Post by heehawes on Jun 17, 2020 11:39:57 GMT
I think when its my time, ill be ready... there's so much love in this world, bit also so much heartbreak... I don't know how you're supposed to manage it all 'Life is just a little part of what the world will do To get its point across it beats you 'til your black and blue'  |
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Jun 17, 2020 11:41:46 GMT
Post by Dani on Jun 17, 2020 11:41:46 GMT
I think when its my time, ill be ready... there's so much love in this world, bit also so much heartbreak... I don't know how you're supposed to manage it all 'Life is just a little part of what the world will do To get its point across it beats you 'til your black and blue' So worth it tho! I'd never not love because of the risk of getting hurt! |
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Jun 17, 2020 11:43:32 GMT
Post by heehawes on Jun 17, 2020 11:43:32 GMT
I think when its my time, ill be ready... there's so much love in this world, bit also so much heartbreak... I don't know how you're supposed to manage it all 'Life is just a little part of what the world will do To get its point across it beats you 'til your black and blue' So worth it tho! I'd never not love because of the risk of getting hurt! im not talking romantic love... I just mean "life love, love all, love life, love living" love... I think certain blows are pretty tough.... I love life and everything in it... I just also think when its my time, whenever that is ill be ready... |
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Jun 17, 2020 11:49:04 GMT
Post by heehawes on Jun 17, 2020 11:49:04 GMT
its not about risking getting hurt either, its just that along the way youre bound to get beat up..
yeah its worth it....
life is worth it.
love is worth it...
you gain so much through every day. every little step adds something to you,
but every little step you leave a little bit of yourself behind...
I think at a certain point you're used up...
and I don't see how thats not possible.
I just think really, when its your time - its your time.
I don't see myself not being content with it
- unless its a tragic end, where you are taken BEFORE your time.
I want a full life,
but I think at a certain point, you're ready for whatever comes after 🤷🏻♀️
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Jun 17, 2020 11:54:53 GMT
Post by heehawes on Jun 17, 2020 11:54:53 GMT
like... I think my Grandma was content with it. I think she was ready... I for sure wish she could have stayed, but I think she was ok... im glad she was ok..... |
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Jun 17, 2020 12:10:53 GMT
Post by Dani on Jun 17, 2020 12:10:53 GMT
Not sure I follow you but yeah. It's a part of life.
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Jun 17, 2020 12:11:45 GMT
Post by Dani on Jun 17, 2020 12:11:45 GMT
Like I told Jessie (and she quoted me on it). Don't overthink it, just do.
I think life's too short to be afraid.
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Jun 17, 2020 12:12:43 GMT
Post by Dani on Jun 17, 2020 12:12:43 GMT
... of stuff you can't control. Such as outcomes, vulnerability etc.
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Jun 17, 2020 20:22:11 GMT
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Post by heehawes on Jun 17, 2020 20:22:11 GMT
Like I told Jessie (and she quoted me on it). Don't overthink it, just do. I think life's too short to be afraid. Not afraid at all. My point is that like, I do think things break you up along the way. And things also build you up along the way. It’s like an up and down process.... And that at the end, when it’s your time, you accept it.... I was thinking specifically about my grandma and all her things in life. She also had a beautiful life and was happy - but she was also ready to be done. She was happy, But did get beat up along the way. My post was more so as a sense of saying not to be afraid, because when it’s time, it’s time. I dunno. 🤷🏻♀️ Maybe that part of my way of making peace with her not being here, telling myself that that’s what she wanted at the end |
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Jun 17, 2020 20:37:00 GMT
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Post by Kimpie on Jun 17, 2020 20:37:00 GMT
We had a conversation about that with my husband's gran. She's 94 and always says: it's ok, I'm done with live, if they want, they can come get me.
We asked her but why: you have your children, grandchildren, great grandchildren.
She said: I've seen it all, there is nothing to see anymore but losing all the friends I had. I'm happy with what I got. It's time to see my love back 🥺❤
We hope she stays bit longer...
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Jun 17, 2020 22:37:16 GMT
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Post by heehawes on Jun 17, 2020 22:37:16 GMT
We had a conversation about that with my husband's gran. She's 94 and always says: it's ok, I'm done with live, if they want, they can come get me. We asked her but why: you have your children, grandchildren, great grandchildren. She said: I've seen it all, there is nothing to see anymore but losing all the friends I had. I'm happy with what I got. It's time to see my love back 🥺❤ We hope she stays bit longer... Yeah. That’s kinda what I was saying..... I know my Grandmas years without my Grandpa were hard for her. She missed him lots... And it seemed like all the time another friend was dying. And then her health ordeals..... We loved her and she loved us. But she was ready... I’m super thankful that I got to have her in my life. And for selfish reasons I wish she could’ve stayed. It was just hard yesterday, remembering her and getting emotional. As I said yesterday was my birthday + exactly one year since the last conversation we had. She was always so thoughtful, and a little bit in me I feel like she fought as long as she did so she could wish me one last happy bday 😭❤️ But she was at peace in the end, I saw her 3 or 4 more times after that. She unable to speak, so I did the talking for us. Anybody that I know who’s died I kinda feel like they accept it. And a bit of that gives me some peace. I hope I’m strong when it’s my time to go. |
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Jun 18, 2020 2:31:01 GMT
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Post by heehawes on Jun 18, 2020 2:31:01 GMT
NEWSPAPER ARTICLE FROM 10 YEARS AGO TODAY FROM THE SUMMER CARNIVAL TOUR 😭❤️ my birthday show.... Superstar Pink thrills Belfast fans Thousands of fans watch Pink perform on stage at the King's Hall in BelfastJune 17 2010 02:48 AMThe Balmoral Showgrounds were transformed into a massive, open-air funfair last night as US superstar Pink brought her Summer Carnival tour to Belfast. The singer treated 25,000 fans to a sprawling event the like of which the city had perhaps never seen before. People of all ages, both sexes and various levels of intoxication wound their way through fairground rides and fast-food stands to the main arena, where a stage the size of City Hall and a sound system louder than a million vuvuzelas awaited. The field had filled up nicely by the time support act Butch Walker appeared, though the shambling rocker — who has penned songs for the headliner — failed to win the hearts of more than the first few rows. It was a different story for Pink, of course. The bleach-blonde anti-diva had Belfast in the palm of her hand from the moment she exploded out of a box 100 feet above the stage and descended to crowd-level on a wire. As entrances go, it was up there, literally. The circus theme — Pink's latest album is called Funhouse — would have been nothing new to anyone who has seen Take That or Britney Spears in the last few years, but this show took things to a new, gonzo level. The drums were housed in a carousel, a pair of scantily clad clowns pushed a giant cannon around the stage and the video screens beamed out freaky, Pythonesque imagery. The band were a motley crew of tattooed long-hairs and foxy females, with Walker returning to help Pink out on covers of the Who's My Generation, Green Day's Basket Case and Roxanne by the Police. As for the main woman herself, she cavorted up and down walkways, spinning from ropes and wires, and rolling over the heads of the audience in a huge, inflatable ball. She even took time to hug a super-fan in the front row who had travelled all the way from Seattle.Musically, it was as rocky as a pop gig gets. Just Like a Pill, Sober, So What and the rest lived up to the party atmosphere, with Pink's unique brand of fiery riffs and catchy choruses serving as the perfect soundtrack to her high-flying, death-defying antics. ANDREW JOHNSTON Belfast Telegraph |
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Post by heehawes on Jun 18, 2020 2:38:34 GMT
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