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Post by cpf on Sept 10, 2023 14:28:23 GMT
I think back to when we were going to see Pink this summer, the roadtrip, the laughs, the hugs, the whole concert itself - and it physically hurts. Wtf is wrong with me…. Nothing, totally nothing ❤️ |
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Post by cpf on Sept 10, 2023 14:36:01 GMT
Last weeks, specially last week, I've been numb, stuck, frozen, blocked to everything what had to do with work. I hate that side of me. I hate how work makes me feel and act at the moment.
Promised manager to have certain things finished before my vacation and I did zero.
Leaving on a trip tomorrow and I can't wait to board that airplane, eventho this trip is gonna cost me more money than I have and I'm anything but ready.
I need a change. Friend reached out by offering me a job unexpectedly, same company but different department. It could be the thing that I need now, might be a step back work-wise, but more pay and more peace. And I need peace in my head.
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Post by purple18 on Sept 14, 2023 8:33:45 GMT
I think back to when we were going to see Pink this summer, the roadtrip, the laughs, the hugs, the whole concert itself - and it physically hurts. Wtf is wrong with me…. Nothing, totally nothing ❤️ 🩷hope you’re having the time of your life  |
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Post by Dani on Sept 14, 2023 9:53:05 GMT
Speaking of work 😫
I need to find something that will allow me to be with the kids and not waste our time together by working 😫💛
I’m happy to stay at home for one year at least…
I’m happy for the for pre school and their friends there… but 40 hours per week?😭
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Sept 18, 2023 13:40:06 GMT
So I'm a bit confused whether I got feelings for this guy or not.
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Post by cpf on Dec 2, 2023 12:06:48 GMT
Going through my collection for things to sell. At least start with the spare/double stuff.. still takes me harder than I thought it would be.. ahwell step by step right? Stuff won't make me happy
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Post by heehawes on Dec 23, 2023 12:59:04 GMT
I have zero energy left
Every bit of life has been squeezed out of me
Im so fucking exhausted
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Post by purple18 on Dec 27, 2023 22:53:23 GMT
I have zero energy left Every bit of life has been squeezed out of me Im so fucking exhausted hugs to you. Can i help? |
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Post by purple18 on Dec 27, 2023 22:57:32 GMT
I am afraid that the pain i feel in my foot for weeks is because it’s broken and i do not want to go to the hospital and get a cast and be bedridden and/or in a cast for 4-6 weeks 😭 life will be hell with the kids then
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Post by cpf on Feb 6, 2024 20:40:06 GMT
Every year, atleast twice a year I buy my grandma a rose, not for her birthday, not for Mothersday, no.. For my grandpas birthday and his death date. To remember what they both meant and still mean to me, to never forget what they did for me, specially the years I lived with them and every schoolbreak before.
This week I can't.. cuz have a bad cold/flue and don't want to take any risk with her. So I asked my mum to hug grandma from me today and she said she would give her a rose too. I miss her
(And yes ofcourse I bring her flowers and gifts for Mothersday and her birthday but am not the only one and as my birthday is 2 days later than hers, it's just exchanging gifts mostly)
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Post by heehawes on May 28, 2024 7:52:00 GMT
I slept about 17hrs today.
🤷🏻♀️
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Post by Danielle on May 28, 2024 11:26:43 GMT
I slept about 17hrs today. 🤷🏻♀️ Are you okay? |
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Post by purple18 on Jun 11, 2024 8:53:37 GMT
Well it’s been a shitty year so far. My mom is getting a divorce from her husband of 10 years, in March my brother-in-law tragically died in his sleep at 25 and then my grandpa suddenly died a month ago. I wonder what else could go wrong. Yet at the same time life keeps happening and there is no time to be sad or get depressed even if i am so anxious and stressed all day every day. I am lucky to have my closest family very close to me and we support each other and the kids make every day worth everything even when they feel a little unbearable.
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Post by Dani on Jun 11, 2024 16:52:38 GMT
Well it’s been a shitty year so far. My mom is getting a divorce from her husband of 10 years, in March my brother-in-law tragically died in his sleep at 25 and then my grandpa suddenly died a month ago. I wonder what else could go wrong. Yet at the same time life keeps happening and there is no time to be sad or get depressed even if i am so anxious and stressed all day every day. I am lucky to have my closest family very close to me and we support each other and the kids make every day worth everything even when they feel a little unbearable. Uhhh life’s so unfair sometimes💔 Hugs ❤️ |
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Post by heehawes on Jun 14, 2024 1:29:00 GMT
I try my hardest… but seriously… i’m just over it all….
i really do love everybody - but at times it really fucking feels like I cant do anything right.
dramatic? Yeah?
Sorry….
i guess it adds to the ongoing tale.
i am sorry.
sorry.
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