Last weeks, specially last week, I've been numb, stuck, frozen, blocked to everything what had to do with work. I hate that side of me. I hate how work makes me feel and act at the moment. Promised manager to have certain things finished before my vacation and I did zero. Leaving on a trip tomorrow and I can't wait to board that airplane, eventho this trip is gonna cost me more money than I have and I'm anything but ready. I need a change. Friend reached out by offering me a job unexpectedly, same company but different department. It could be the thing that I need now, might be a step back work-wise, but more pay and more peace. And I need peace in my head.
Speaking of work 😫 I need to find something that will allow me to be with the kids and not waste our time together by working 😫💛 I’m happy to stay at home for one year at least… I’m happy for the for pre school and their friends there… but 40 hours per week?😭