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Post by heehawes on Dec 9, 2019 13:53:57 GMT
Making travel and tattoo plans while having no money... That’s the way to do it. ❤️ |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 11, 2019 11:15:41 GMT
This night drained me again.....
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Post by heehawes on Dec 11, 2019 11:50:22 GMT
I have absolutely nothing to say.
But I wanna post....
🤷🏻♀️
I think I have more feelings than words.
Or maybe I’m just needy.
🤮
Thank for keeping me company
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Post by drnick on Dec 11, 2019 12:00:22 GMT
I have absolutely nothing to say. But I wanna post.... 🤷🏻♀️ I think I have more feelings than words. Or maybe I’m just needy. 🤮 Thank for keeping me company You just said something.  |
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Post by Dani on Dec 11, 2019 21:27:48 GMT
I have absolutely nothing to say. But I wanna post.... 🤷🏻♀️ I think I have more feelings than words. Or maybe I’m just needy. 🤮 Thank for keeping me company I think you have to try harder to enjoy your own company sometimes ❤️ No phones no people nothing, just Jeffypuff❤️ |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 11, 2019 21:59:09 GMT
I have absolutely nothing to say. But I wanna post.... 🤷🏻♀️ I think I have more feelings than words. Or maybe I’m just needy. 🤮 Thank for keeping me company I think you have to try harder to enjoy your own company sometimes ❤️ No phones no people nothing, just Jeffypuff❤️ Are you recommending a post strike from me? 😑 |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 11, 2019 22:05:21 GMT
Kidding.
I get what you mean.
And I’ve been trying to do that.
Sofa and movies. :]
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Post by heehawes on Dec 11, 2019 22:09:41 GMT
ijustwannagetmy5000thpost
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Post by emmak on Dec 12, 2019 0:34:45 GMT
ijustwannagetmy5000thpost How many posts left til 5000? 🥰 |
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Post by blackrosefore on Dec 12, 2019 17:19:08 GMT
I have ennui right now. I should be more excited about moving into a new apartment, and--- well, part of me is, and part of me isn't.
I'm angry at myself for the dissolution of my last romantic relationship. I know it's something over which I had little control. The weird dating advice sites that claim "to know" or "guess what went wrong" all collectively say "you should care less about the relationship while you're in the relationship. Don't have any expectations for the guy. Just make the guy feel good."
I recall that I wasn't the demand-heavy person in my last (failed) relationship. The person with the laundry list of wants was him. I only wanted patience from him, to talk him up/chat, and to see him again while doing something fun together. He wanted me to do all of the changing ( change my personality, change my clothes and wear less jewelry, become a minimalist like he was, sext him more, stop using emoticons, etc., etc.)
Sure, I'm better off without him and just being my organic, true self. But how do I stop caring? It's in me "to care." That's why nursing does sort of mesh with who I am. Why is wanting a response out of someone else equivalent to neediness? There is this trap written all over the internet and in larger society that women are "too needy." I didn't want validation from him, nor reassurance. I only wanted connection and bonding time. So, hoping for a response instead of being completely ignored by a guy is me being too needy.
I shall get nowhere with this. It completely baffles me.
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Post by Dani on Dec 12, 2019 19:57:24 GMT
I have ennui right now. I should be more excited about moving into a new apartment, and--- well, part of me is, and part of me isn't. I'm angry at myself for the dissolution of my last romantic relationship. I know it's something over which I had little control. The weird dating advice sites that claim "to know" or "guess what went wrong" all collectively say "you should care less about the relationship while you're in the relationship. Don't have any expectations for the guy. Just make the guy feel good." I recall that I wasn't the demand-heavy person in my last (failed) relationship. The person with the laundry list of wants was him. I only wanted patience from him, to talk him up/chat, and to see him again while doing something fun together. He wanted me to do all of the changing ( change my personality, change my clothes and wear less jewelry, become a minimalist like he was, sext him more, stop using emoticons, etc., etc.) Sure, I'm better off without him and just being my organic, true self. But how do I stop caring? It's in me "to care." That's why nursing does sort of mesh with who I am. Why is wanting a response out of someone else equivalent to neediness? There is this trap written all over the internet and in larger society that women are "too needy." I didn't want validation from him, nor reassurance. I only wanted connection and bonding time. So, hoping for a response instead of being completely ignored by a guy is me being too needy. I shall get nowhere with this. It completely baffles me. Five words; assholes aren’t worth caring for. |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 13, 2019 5:30:55 GMT
I have ennui right now. I should be more excited about moving into a new apartment, and--- well, part of me is, and part of me isn't. I'm angry at myself for the dissolution of my last romantic relationship. I know it's something over which I had little control. The weird dating advice sites that claim "to know" or "guess what went wrong" all collectively say "you should care less about the relationship while you're in the relationship. Don't have any expectations for the guy. Just make the guy feel good." I recall that I wasn't the demand-heavy person in my last (failed) relationship. The person with the laundry list of wants was him. I only wanted patience from him, to talk him up/chat, and to see him again while doing something fun together. He wanted me to do all of the changing ( change my personality, change my clothes and wear less jewelry, become a minimalist like he was, sext him more, stop using emoticons, etc., etc.) Sure, I'm better off without him and just being my organic, true self. But how do I stop caring? It's in me "to care." That's why nursing does sort of mesh with who I am. Why is wanting a response out of someone else equivalent to neediness? There is this trap written all over the internet and in larger society that women are "too needy." I didn't want validation from him, nor reassurance. I only wanted connection and bonding time. So, hoping for a response instead of being completely ignored by a guy is me being too needy. I shall get nowhere with this. It completely baffles me. sometimes we hurt. sometimes our hearts conflict with our head... you know you are better off, but I know the hurt doesn't go away instantly. good luck. ❤️ |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 13, 2019 5:31:48 GMT
ps, I don't think the things you said make you needy....
hes a jerk.
don't overthink yourself..
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Post by cpf on Dec 13, 2019 17:57:49 GMT
Reached my painlimit 😕
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Post by blackrosefore on Dec 14, 2019 9:33:09 GMT
I have ennui right now. I should be more excited about moving into a new apartment, and--- well, part of me is, and part of me isn't. I'm angry at myself for the dissolution of my last romantic relationship. I know it's something over which I had little control. The weird dating advice sites that claim "to know" or "guess what went wrong" all collectively say "you should care less about the relationship while you're in the relationship. Don't have any expectations for the guy. Just make the guy feel good." I recall that I wasn't the demand-heavy person in my last (failed) relationship. The person with the laundry list of wants was him. I only wanted patience from him, to talk him up/chat, and to see him again while doing something fun together. He wanted me to do all of the changing ( change my personality, change my clothes and wear less jewelry, become a minimalist like he was, sext him more, stop using emoticons, etc., etc.) Sure, I'm better off without him and just being my organic, true self. But how do I stop caring? It's in me "to care." That's why nursing does sort of mesh with who I am. Why is wanting a response out of someone else equivalent to neediness? There is this trap written all over the internet and in larger society that women are "too needy." I didn't want validation from him, nor reassurance. I only wanted connection and bonding time. So, hoping for a response instead of being completely ignored by a guy is me being too needy. I shall get nowhere with this. It completely baffles me. Five words; assholes aren’t worth caring for. Maybe, five months from now, I won't care anymore. But for now, I just wish I didn't care. |
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