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Post by drnick on Aug 17, 2019 12:46:30 GMT
I confess I didn’t try one stroop waffle when I was in The Netherlands only because last time I overate it Like Obsessively needed it I even had it shipped to my house by Denise A couple times 😳  Dani!  |
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Post by Dani on Aug 17, 2019 13:03:18 GMT
I confess I didn’t try one stroop waffle when I was in The Netherlands only because last time I overate it Like Obsessively needed it I even had it shipped to my house by Denise A couple times 😳 ! 😶  |
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Post by cpf on Aug 18, 2019 8:52:58 GMT
Someone pleasepleaseplease kidnap me
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Aug 19, 2019 17:31:26 GMT
Lol who am I kidding.
Sobriety my ass.
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Post by Dani on Aug 19, 2019 17:36:46 GMT
Lol who am I kidding. Sobriety my ass. 😒 I got a bottle of red wine last night from my mom. Made dinner and sat down and the thing was in front of me and I was like perfect woohooo wine with the food😒The I thought its Monday and I’m still not rid of the cough so I had water  What ya drinking?  |
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Post by drnick on Aug 19, 2019 17:40:57 GMT
Lol who am I kidding. Sobriety my ass. 😒 I got a bottle of red wine last night from my mom. Made dinner and sat down and the thing was in front of me and I was like perfect woohooo wine with the food😒The I thought its Monday and I’m still not rid of the cough so I had water What ya drinking? Attagirl.   |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Aug 19, 2019 18:13:16 GMT
Lol who am I kidding. Sobriety my ass. 😒 I got a bottle of red wine last night from my mom. Made dinner and sat down and the thing was in front of me and I was like perfect woohooo wine with the food😒The I thought its Monday and I’m still not rid of the cough so I had water What ya drinking? Just regular beer from the grocery store, Tuborg lite 👌. I realized it was 1930 and the alcohol sale closes 20. I don't think I've ever biked this fast 😂 I've been doing laundry and also washing + tumbledried my pillows all day when my back started complaining.. Figured it would be better with a couple of beers and I was right. Good girl drinking water, smart choice ❤️ |
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Post by Dani on Aug 19, 2019 18:20:13 GMT
I got a bottle of red wine last night from my mom. Made dinner and sat down and the thing was in front of me and I was like perfect woohooo wine with the food😒The I thought its Monday and I’m still not rid of the cough so I had water What ya drinking? Just regular beer from the grocery store, Tuborg lite 👌. I realized it was 1930 and the alcohol sale closes 20. I don't think I've ever biked this fast 😂 I've been doing laundry and also washing + tumbledried my pillows all day when my back started complaining.. Figured it would be better with a couple of beers and I was right. Good girl drinking water, smart choice ❤️ Enjoy your beer I don’t think I ever had this many beers as this summer Feel like I’m pretty much done with beer this year |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Aug 19, 2019 18:26:51 GMT
Just regular beer from the grocery store, Tuborg lite 👌. I realized it was 1930 and the alcohol sale closes 20. I don't think I've ever biked this fast 😂 I've been doing laundry and also washing + tumbledried my pillows all day when my back started complaining.. Figured it would be better with a couple of beers and I was right. Good girl drinking water, smart choice ❤️ Enjoy your beer I don’t think I ever had this many beers as this summer Feel like I’m pretty much done with beer this year Ty ❤️ I can imagine that, haha 😂👌 |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Aug 19, 2019 19:37:43 GMT
This is really hard for me, but it had to be done. I'm over it, they claim it's supportive and yes to some point it actually is, but for me personally, it did nothing but fueling the fire as seeing people struggle every day, in the feed, the stories.. I feel helpless. I wish I could be a support for them, but I needed to be "selfish" for once and mend my own heart and soul. I still love and care for the ones I've gotten to know, but it's time for me to expand my horizon and "mingle" with people who aren't overly caught up in their own struggles.
I'm aware I sound like a hypocrite rn as I've displayed my shit on here, I'm not proud of it, but I've grown and I feel more drawn to being active in other places than self destructive communities. That being said, yes I've been on a hiatus just about everywhere online the past year, I just chose not to use my main ig because I was afraid of showing my face. And now I'm not, at least not as terrified as I once used to be. And that is all thanks to the beautiful people of the pink shread family on here and on ig.
If pink went on tour in 2015, I wouldn't have made it. I needed the time to heal, to accept my past, to overcome my feelings of shame and disgust, and I am so fucking proud of myself for not letting my past get in the way of doing what I love the most and that is touring, meeting up with friends I've known on here for decades, seeing new places, belly laughs and feeling like I belong somewhere.
Imma stop now because I can't write with tears in my eyes.
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Post by Dani on Aug 19, 2019 19:41:43 GMT
This is really hard for me, but it had to be done. I'm over it, they claim it's supportive and yes to some point it actually is, but for me personally, it did nothing but fueling the fire as seeing people struggle every day, in the feed, the stories.. I feel helpless. I wish I could be a support for them, but I needed to be "selfish" for once and mend my own heart and soul. I still love and care for the ones I've gotten to know, but it's time for me to expand my horizon and "mingle" with people who aren't overly caught up in their own struggles. I'm aware I sound like a hypocrite rn as I've displayed my shit on here, I'm not proud of it, but I've grown and I feel more drawn to being active in other places than self destructive communities. That being said, yes I've been on a hiatus just about everywhere online the past year, I just chose not to use my main ig because I was afraid of showing my face. And now I'm not, at least not as terrified as I once used to be. And that is all thanks to the beautiful people of the pink shread family on here and on ig. If pink went on tour in 2015, I wouldn't have made it. I needed the time to heal, to accept my past, to overcome my feelings of shame and disgust, and I am so fucking proud of myself for not letting my past get in the way of doing what I love the most and that is touring, meeting up with friends I've known on here for decades, seeing new places, belly laughs and feeling like I belong somewhere. Imma stop now because I can't write with tears in my eyes. You just brought some to my eyes too. Hugs ❤️ |
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Sticks and stones, they may break these bones But then I'll be ready, are you ready?
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Post by valerio23 on Aug 19, 2019 19:48:35 GMT
I confess that... I really miss you all! It's been so many time since the last time I've posted here, it's like 7 months and... I'm sorry.
My (second) confession is that the thing that take me away from here was the thought about my suicide. I've thinked that on February, than in April and than... Now. Last time was like the last week. I don't wanna sound like stupid or like a person that hate life and live... It's just that there is so many things that are going on on my mind and I can't controll all. So, just for make you a little calm, I am going to a psychiatrist (like some of you already know), now, in August the centre is closed, he forgot to give me him email for the things completed like that so... I am kinda alone now to fighting those things here but... I don't know, here it's a place that I call home and... I wanna thank all of you 'cause I can be me here, for real and promise, I'll be back soon.
Love you guys ❤️
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Aug 19, 2019 19:57:52 GMT
This is really hard for me, but it had to be done. I'm over it, they claim it's supportive and yes to some point it actually is, but for me personally, it did nothing but fueling the fire as seeing people struggle every day, in the feed, the stories.. I feel helpless. I wish I could be a support for them, but I needed to be "selfish" for once and mend my own heart and soul. I still love and care for the ones I've gotten to know, but it's time for me to expand my horizon and "mingle" with people who aren't overly caught up in their own struggles. I'm aware I sound like a hypocrite rn as I've displayed my shit on here, I'm not proud of it, but I've grown and I feel more drawn to being active in other places than self destructive communities. That being said, yes I've been on a hiatus just about everywhere online the past year, I just chose not to use my main ig because I was afraid of showing my face. And now I'm not, at least not as terrified as I once used to be. And that is all thanks to the beautiful people of the pink shread family on here and on ig. If pink went on tour in 2015, I wouldn't have made it. I needed the time to heal, to accept my past, to overcome my feelings of shame and disgust, and I am so fucking proud of myself for not letting my past get in the way of doing what I love the most and that is touring, meeting up with friends I've known on here for decades, seeing new places, belly laughs and feeling like I belong somewhere. Imma stop now because I can't write with tears in my eyes. You just brought some to my eyes too. Hugs ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Aug 19, 2019 19:59:43 GMT
I confess that... I really miss you all! It's been so many time since the last time I've posted here, it's like 7 months and... I'm sorry. My (second) confession is that the thing that take me away from here was the thought about my suicide. I've thinked that on February, than in April and than... Now. Last time was like the last week. I don't wanna sound like stupid or like a person that hate life and live... It's just that there is so many things that are going on on my mind and I can't controll all. So, just for make you a little calm, I am going to a psychiatrist (like some of you already know), now, in August the centre is closed, he forgot to give me him email for the things completed like that so... I am kinda alone now to fighting those things here but... I don't know, here it's a place that I call home and... I wanna thank all of you 'cause I can be me here, for real and promise, I'll be back soon. Love you guys ❤️ We all love you too and I'm happy to see you here ❤️❤️❤️ Take care of yourself and keep fighting, you got this. 💪❤️ |
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Sticks and stones, they may break these bones But then I'll be ready, are you ready?
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Post by valerio23 on Aug 19, 2019 20:06:20 GMT
[/quote]We all love you too and I'm happy to see you here ❤️❤️❤️
Take care of yourself and keep fighting, you got this. 💪❤️[/quote]
Thank you sweetheart ❤️
Promise, I'll won't give up 💪🏼
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Dani! 
What ya drinking? 
