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Post by Dani on Apr 26, 2019 21:01:02 GMT
Like me with my new phone. I got it three days ago I'm still on my work phone  #whohastimeforanythingelsebutstreamingpink Well here its cuz of being tired lol Left home bit before 8am, was in Amsterdam at 9.30, Pink event started 10am n got home 9pm Migraine now so im gonna b knock out for couple of hours Haha, I left home 6.30, woke up 5, went to be 1.  Still not tired How was the P!nk event?  |
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Post by cpf on Apr 27, 2019 3:45:57 GMT
Well here its cuz of being tired lol Left home bit before 8am, was in Amsterdam at 9.30, Pink event started 10am n got home 9pm Migraine now so im gonna b knock out for couple of hours Haha, I left home 6.30, woke up 5, went to be 1. Still not tired How was the P!nk event? Check my earlier posts here or fb more pics there  |
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Post by heehawes on May 2, 2019 22:48:36 GMT
Chewbacca 😭💔
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Post by drnick on May 3, 2019 8:52:05 GMT
 RIP Chewie
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Post by heehawes on May 3, 2019 9:17:19 GMT
RIP Chewie the instagram posts now are making me all sad too. not just pics, but comments... somebody posted a comment on Mark Hamills post and said "Hes one with the force now 😭" and then I saw somebody posted a pic of all the old 70's kenner Star Wars toys looking at the Chewbacca being greated by Leia (like shes greating him in heaven)..... R2D2 was in the crowd looking at them too, so whoever posted the pic messed up, cause r2 died a couple years ago.... but still, it was sweet - and made me sad 😭 I met him twice and he was super gentle, and quiet, but excited to talk about everything. Blehhhh. Just last month there was a big Star Wars event in Chicago, I almost went, but decided to get rid of my tickets. Peter Mayhew was there. He had to cancel on the first day because he was hurting so bad - and fans bitched so much about it. All I could think was "Mannnnn hes old and in poor health and its amazing he even built up the strength to attened at all. Hes doing this for the fans, be nice to him - he wont be around forever" and now less than a month later, hes gone for good. ehhh. Its not like he was a personal friend of mine, or family. I just think some people are mean, and some people are too nice and too giving. Peter seemed like one of those nice peoples. And some of those mean peoples took advantage of that. He really did love the Star Wars universe / fans so much In fact, him and his health and just being as big as he was, he was always in constant pain. He was in a wheelchair before the new trilogy started filming. but he worked hard and got his health up so he could act as Chewbacca one last time. Because he loved it - even though it was so hard on him physically. sorry for all this chatter. 😬 |
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Post by Dani on May 3, 2019 18:30:20 GMT
🤷♀️🥳
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Post by Dani on May 3, 2019 20:19:14 GMT
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
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Post by heehawes on May 4, 2019 3:53:45 GMT
im gonna die I think.
I havent eaten anything in forever. 😫 👻
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Post by Dani on May 7, 2019 19:01:53 GMT
The previous Chief Executive at an agency that offered me employment that I declined because of this uni position just reached out and is talking about the new company he's working at in Stockholm. It's wine and marketing Uhm. I really like people that don't give up |
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Post by cpf on May 8, 2019 5:31:50 GMT
3rd n last vacationday of the week.. i need more! But it isnt over yet so gonna enjoy it the fullest. Will b quiet at work anyways as my voice is still gone 😅
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Post by chrispycreme7 on May 8, 2019 12:43:43 GMT
So I've been doing really well and not needing to use my feeding tube..oh and also I had a trip to the emergency room because the damn thing just fell out of my stomach 😮 ...my nausea really kicked in (I'm always nauseous so I just deal with it) and I stopped eating again but I was vomiting...I'm usually not that stressed about it but in the past 2 weeks 5 or 6 people in the group I'm in have passed away from complications of this illness. The last one was a YouTuber I followed when I first found out about my illness. She was only 23 and her feeding tube tangled with her intestines. It really hit home. I was so sick yesterday that I gave in and used my feeding tube for the first time in months. I felt soo damn defeated... anyway its been crazy...lol found out my ex after many, many years unblocked me. Like why after all this time?! It really made me angry, so much so that I messaged her and told her to block me again hahahaha...it had to be her blocking me. I can't explain why but it just has to be that way....the person I'm currently talking to (I've said before I know it won't really turn into anything but we are having fun with each other and that's all that matters) she's a social media influencer...nobody big or famous but I can't really talk about it on my social media. She was talking live and she got up ,left her stream mid-sentence and sent me something 😂😂😏 came back like nothing happened hahahaha fucking dead 😂😂😂 everyone was asking what happened, where did she go...did I mention she used to do bikini competitions 😮😮 ugh I don't know why I keep doing risky shit .I guess you only live once 🤷♀️😂 I really need to talk to my therapist 😬😂 per usual my overshare 😂😂😂
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Post by blackrosefore on May 8, 2019 13:08:45 GMT
So I've been doing really well and not needing to use my feeding tube..oh and also I had a trip to the emergency room because the damn thing just fell out of my stomach 😮 ...my nausea really kicked in (I'm always nauseous so I just deal with it) and I stopped eating again but I was vomiting...I'm usually not that stressed about it but in the past 2 weeks 5 or 6 people in the group I'm in have passed away from complications of this illness. The last one was a YouTuber I followed when I first found out about my illness. She was only 23 and her feeding tube tangled with her intestines. It really hit home. I was so sick yesterday that I gave in and used my feeding tube for the first time in months. I felt soo damn defeated... anyway its been crazy...lol found out my ex after many, many years unblocked me. Like why after all this time?! It really made me angry, so much so that I messaged her and told her to block me again hahahaha...it had to be her blocking me. I can't explain why but it just has to be that way....the person I'm currently talking to (I've said before I know it won't really turn into anything but we are having fun with each other and that's all that matters) she's a social media influencer...nobody big or famous but I can't really talk about it on my social media. She was talking live and she got up ,left her stream mid-sentence and sent me something 😂😂😏 came back like nothing happened hahahaha fucking dead 😂😂😂 everyone was asking what happened, where did she go...did I mention she used to do bikini competitions 😮😮 ugh I don't know why I keep doing risky shit .I guess you only live once 🤷♀️😂 I really need to talk to my therapist 😬😂 per usual my overshare 😂😂😂 Hi, Christy! Sorry, to hear that things continue to be scary and rough for ya. I wish there was a way I could boost your spirits<3 Your ex is still being a d888 I see. I'm happy your new love is making the effort and trying to be there for you. 
But now I commiserate with you, because I just spent last weekend in the hospital for sepsis related to something necrotic in my own body. ( There's a part of my brain that realizes that if they hadn't caught this when they did, I might have died... whatevs). I was in excruciating pain. I had five blood draws, test after diagnostic test, lots of fluids, was confined to bed, and was moved five times to five different rooms. I hated the beeping of every instrument the whole time. Yes, I am a nurse. But I hate things that go "beep."
To make matters worse, I can't go back to my job, now, because of body weakness, so I am on leave. And I won't have the surgery until the end of this month, or early next month. So my income is scratched. I don't feel good physically or mentally. So I understand fully when you say "I felt soo damn defeated." The positive is the support I've been getting from my family, my family's friends, from my boss and workplace, and ... from my new boyfriend ( yeah. I thought that would never freakin' happen  in this life, having never encountered anybody that I was "into" who ever stuck around). But this guy hasn't left/ghosted me, yet. He sent me texts while I was lying in the hospital in pain. And he still texted me last night.
Point is, I feel grateful and ashamed for everything that has happened. But I was blindsided and couldn't control this event in my life! When you talk about negative headspace, feeling defeat based on a fragile body is up there. I get it. Totally.
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Post by Dani on May 8, 2019 16:15:45 GMT
So I've been doing really well and not needing to use my feeding tube..oh and also I had a trip to the emergency room because the damn thing just fell out of my stomach 😮 ...my nausea really kicked in (I'm always nauseous so I just deal with it) and I stopped eating again but I was vomiting...I'm usually not that stressed about it but in the past 2 weeks 5 or 6 people in the group I'm in have passed away from complications of this illness. The last one was a YouTuber I followed when I first found out about my illness. She was only 23 and her feeding tube tangled with her intestines. It really hit home. I was so sick yesterday that I gave in and used my feeding tube for the first time in months. I felt soo damn defeated... anyway its been crazy...lol found out my ex after many, many years unblocked me. Like why after all this time?! It really made me angry, so much so that I messaged her and told her to block me again hahahaha...it had to be her blocking me. I can't explain why but it just has to be that way....the person I'm currently talking to (I've said before I know it won't really turn into anything but we are having fun with each other and that's all that matters) she's a social media influencer...nobody big or famous but I can't really talk about it on my social media. She was talking live and she got up ,left her stream mid-sentence and sent me something 😂😂😏 came back like nothing happened hahahaha fucking dead 😂😂😂 everyone was asking what happened, where did she go...did I mention she used to do bikini competitions 😮😮 ugh I don't know why I keep doing risky shit .I guess you only live once 🤷♀️😂 I really need to talk to my therapist 😬😂 per usual my overshare 😂😂😂 Omg you too Please be safe and do what's best for your health and not whatever your brain is thinking  Sometimes we don't make the best decisions. Please eat <3 And you're not the only one oversharing stuff, haha. This is what this place is for Good luck with your new friend, like you said, just have fun and don't think too much. Who knows if it could grow into something |
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Post by Dani on May 8, 2019 16:25:07 GMT
So I've been doing really well and not needing to use my feeding tube..oh and also I had a trip to the emergency room because the damn thing just fell out of my stomach 😮 ...my nausea really kicked in (I'm always nauseous so I just deal with it) and I stopped eating again but I was vomiting...I'm usually not that stressed about it but in the past 2 weeks 5 or 6 people in the group I'm in have passed away from complications of this illness. The last one was a YouTuber I followed when I first found out about my illness. She was only 23 and her feeding tube tangled with her intestines. It really hit home. I was so sick yesterday that I gave in and used my feeding tube for the first time in months. I felt soo damn defeated... anyway its been crazy...lol found out my ex after many, many years unblocked me. Like why after all this time?! It really made me angry, so much so that I messaged her and told her to block me again hahahaha...it had to be her blocking me. I can't explain why but it just has to be that way....the person I'm currently talking to (I've said before I know it won't really turn into anything but we are having fun with each other and that's all that matters) she's a social media influencer...nobody big or famous but I can't really talk about it on my social media. She was talking live and she got up ,left her stream mid-sentence and sent me something 😂😂😏 came back like nothing happened hahahaha fucking dead 😂😂😂 everyone was asking what happened, where did she go...did I mention she used to do bikini competitions 😮😮 ugh I don't know why I keep doing risky shit .I guess you only live once 🤷♀️😂 I really need to talk to my therapist 😬😂 per usual my overshare 😂😂😂 Hi, Christy! Sorry, to hear that things continue to be scary and rough for ya. I wish there was a way I could boost your spirits<3 Your ex is still being a d888 I see. I'm happy your new love is making the effort and trying to be there for you.
But now I commiserate with you, because I just spent last weekend in the hospital for sepsis related to something necrotic in my own body. ( There's a part of my brain that realizes that if they hadn't caught this when they did, I might have died... whatevs). I was in excruciating pain. I had five blood draws, test after diagnostic test, lots of fluids, was confined to bed, and was moved five times to five different rooms. I hated the beeping of every instrument the whole time. Yes, I am a nurse. But I hate things that go "beep."
To make matters worse, I can't go back to my job, now, because of body weakness, so I am on leave. And I won't have the surgery until the end of this month, or early next month. So my income is scratched. I don't feel good physically or mentally. So I understand fully when you say "I felt soo damn defeated." The positive is the support I've been getting from my family, my family's friends, from my boss and workplace, and ... from my new boyfriend ( yeah. I thought that would never freakin' happen in this life, having never encountered anybody that I was "into" who ever stuck around). But this guy hasn't left/ghosted me, yet. He sent me texts while I was lying in the hospital in pain. And he still texted me last night.
Point is, I feel grateful and ashamed for everything that has happened. But I was blindsided and couldn't control this event in my life! When you talk about negative headspace, feeling defeat based on a fragile body is up there. I get it. Totally.
Oh maaaaan Glad to hear you feel better after all and that your family and new boyfriend is so supportive. Do they know why it happened? Is it genetic? What surgery are you having? |
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Post by chrispycreme7 on May 9, 2019 1:12:31 GMT
So I've been doing really well and not needing to use my feeding tube..oh and also I had a trip to the emergency room because the damn thing just fell out of my stomach 😮 ...my nausea really kicked in (I'm always nauseous so I just deal with it) and I stopped eating again but I was vomiting...I'm usually not that stressed about it but in the past 2 weeks 5 or 6 people in the group I'm in have passed away from complications of this illness. The last one was a YouTuber I followed when I first found out about my illness. She was only 23 and her feeding tube tangled with her intestines. It really hit home. I was so sick yesterday that I gave in and used my feeding tube for the first time in months. I felt soo damn defeated... anyway its been crazy...lol found out my ex after many, many years unblocked me. Like why after all this time?! It really made me angry, so much so that I messaged her and told her to block me again hahahaha...it had to be her blocking me. I can't explain why but it just has to be that way....the person I'm currently talking to (I've said before I know it won't really turn into anything but we are having fun with each other and that's all that matters) she's a social media influencer...nobody big or famous but I can't really talk about it on my social media. She was talking live and she got up ,left her stream mid-sentence and sent me something 😂😂😏 came back like nothing happened hahahaha fucking dead 😂😂😂 everyone was asking what happened, where did she go...did I mention she used to do bikini competitions 😮😮 ugh I don't know why I keep doing risky shit .I guess you only live once 🤷♀️😂 I really need to talk to my therapist 😬😂 per usual my overshare 😂😂😂 Hi, Christy! Sorry, to hear that things continue to be scary and rough for ya. I wish there was a way I could boost your spirits<3 Your ex is still being a d888 I see. I'm happy your new love is making the effort and trying to be there for you.
But now I commiserate with you, because I just spent last weekend in the hospital for sepsis related to something necrotic in my own body. ( There's a part of my brain that realizes that if they hadn't caught this when they did, I might have died... whatevs). I was in excruciating pain. I had five blood draws, test after diagnostic test, lots of fluids, was confined to bed, and was moved five times to five different rooms. I hated the beeping of every instrument the whole time. Yes, I am a nurse. But I hate things that go "beep."
To make matters worse, I can't go back to my job, now, because of body weakness, so I am on leave. And I won't have the surgery until the end of this month, or early next month. So my income is scratched. I don't feel good physically or mentally. So I understand fully when you say "I felt soo damn defeated." The positive is the support I've been getting from my family, my family's friends, from my boss and workplace, and ... from my new boyfriend ( yeah. I thought that would never freakin' happen in this life, having never encountered anybody that I was "into" who ever stuck around). But this guy hasn't left/ghosted me, yet. He sent me texts while I was lying in the hospital in pain. And he still texted me last night.
Point is, I feel grateful and ashamed for everything that has happened. But I was blindsided and couldn't control this event in my life! When you talk about negative headspace, feeling defeat based on a fragile body is up there. I get it. Totally.
ohh Laura 😪😬 ...I'm sorry you're dealing with this! There's never a correct way to deal when something like this happens. You can't fully understand the torment that one goes through unless you've been there yourself. Its so confusing because you don't know what to expect, all you've ever known is gone! The only way I've learned over the years to deal is by distracting myself and finding joy wherever you can find it! Treat little successes as major accomplishments....realize there's no shame in feeling down and ignore people that get tired of hearing about what you're going through..its important to you because this is your new reality...if you need to talk I'm always around. Also be careful about your job because employers will most definitely use this against you, they are not on your side even if they seem understanding..TRUST ME ON THIS!! I'm so happy you've met someone..get it girl 😂😏 You ever meet someone and think omg this person is too hot to ever like you?! She's kind and just...🥰☺️🤗 she's the type that you get butterflies in your stomach when you see her name pop up on your phone 🤗 whenever I think am I seeing too much into this, she'll text me out of the blue.. and she almost cried when I was telling her about how sick I was yesterday...like omg nooo...I don't want to hurt her in any way and this wants me to pull back because my health . We both kinda agreed that it probably won't happen between us but we're still playing whatever the hell we're doing 🤫 |
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Still not tired 
RIP Chewie
in this life, having never encountered anybody that I was "into" who ever stuck around). But this guy hasn't left/ghosted me, yet. He sent me texts while I was lying in the hospital in pain. And he still texted me last night. 
Sometimes we don't make the best decisions. Please eat <3