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Post by pleasedontleaveme on Nov 27, 2023 6:03:52 GMT
I'm not feeling ok today, feeling sad fromt he bottom of my soul. Thinking about life and death today,woke up feeling this way. I miss people ,dogs,cats e.c.t. that are not here with us today, i wanna cry.
Im thinking about my Boyfriend thats sleeping is he gonna leave me cause im so strange and this tune keeps playing in my head "please dont leave me".
Right now life is a piece of shit,my body is tired altho im pretty young.
Today i find out if im gonna be in a wheelchair for a while cause my knee is f***ed up , im scared that my life is gonna change from beeing independent to "needy"
Many thoughts this morning.
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Post by borsi81 on Nov 27, 2023 16:42:33 GMT
This is one of those days when everything feels so uncertain... I hate the feeling. It scares me.  |
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Post by pleasedontleaveme on Nov 27, 2023 19:16:07 GMT
This is one of those days when everything feels so uncertain... I hate the feeling. It scares me. I know the feeling |
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Post by Dani on Nov 29, 2023 10:49:31 GMT
It’s just a feeling 🩷 let it be… 🙏
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Post by likedani on Jun 2, 2024 14:41:40 GMT
it comes and comes again...
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Post by jonloch1 on Jul 5, 2024 19:08:10 GMT
To be honest, I feel sad most days. I have cerebral palsy and dont work which dont get me wrong in some ways is nice but in other ways its not. I have amazing friends but they all work and one has kids now. My best friend is a nurse at a hospital and organising a catchup is impossible now as she works days and nights and is always shattered. My other best friend has kids now and one is at school now so shes restricted to school holidays to be able to catchup, and all of my other friends can only catchup every couple of months and its just shit tbh. Half of the time it feels like an impossible task to arrange anything. My best friend who is a nurse actually said to me she hates being an adult because she feels like all she does is work and sleep. Its just shit, I think we all thought when we were kids aw cant wait to be an adult...if a kid says that to me now I'd say to them mate, its not what it looks like. Its utter shit
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Post by Dani on Jul 9, 2024 7:43:10 GMT
To be honest, I feel sad most days. I have cerebral palsy and dont work which dont get me wrong in some ways is nice but in other ways its not. I have amazing friends but they all work and one has kids now. My best friend is a nurse at a hospital and organising a catchup is impossible now as she works days and nights and is always shattered. My other best friend has kids now and one is at school now so shes restricted to school holidays to be able to catchup, and all of my other friends can only catchup every couple of months and its just shit tbh. Half of the time it feels like an impossible task to arrange anything. My best friend who is a nurse actually said to me she hates being an adult because she feels like all she does is work and sleep. Its just shit, I think we all thought when we were kids aw cant wait to be an adult...if a kid says that to me now I'd say to them mate, its not what it looks like. Its utter shit Yes. It can be tough to be a grown up and to feel that you're working a lot and that your life contains work only. I've had periods like that too. I think we all do. And longing away somewhere where work is non existent and all you have is time together. My 3 year old says she's 18 and wants to drive my car..... She also says she's big now and wants tattoos.... Lol. All I keep thinking don't grow up too fast please!!!!!!!!!!!  It's a mess all of it. If you're tall, you want to be shorter, if you're short you want to be taller, if you've straight hair you want curls, etc etc etc.... I think we just need to love the now we're in and not think about much else.... and if you don't love your now, you need to change it until you do. |
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