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Nov 22, 2019 14:24:16 GMT
Post by heehawes on Nov 22, 2019 14:24:16 GMT
I lost my boyfriend. I tried to keep the "spark of love" alive. He killed the love, the relationship we had, and then he walked away from me. A man who belittled me for who I was, never really appreciated me to begin with, and only gave me breadcrumbs of compliments...was not worth having me. I should have listened to him when he said, really early on, that he didn't "feel worthy" of me. I now know that he spoke the truth, and he was extremely insecure. So my mood is...I've been mindf**ed, and I really don't want him back. live and learn I guess. sorry for the pain you dealt with along the way... I believe you are better off by far without having that in your life. you are worth much much more. <3 |
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Nov 22, 2019 14:45:33 GMT
Post by blackrosefore on Nov 22, 2019 14:45:33 GMT
I lost my boyfriend. I tried to keep the "spark of love" alive. He killed the love, the relationship we had, and then he walked away from me. A man who belittled me for who I was, never really appreciated me to begin with, and only gave me breadcrumbs of compliments...was not worth having me. I should have listened to him when he said, really early on, that he didn't "feel worthy" of me. I now know that he spoke the truth, and he was extremely insecure. So my mood is...I've been mindf**ed, and I really don't want him back. live and learn I guess. sorry for the pain you dealt with along the way... I believe you are better off by far without having that in your life. you are worth much much more. <3 Thank you, Jeff! <3<3 I just know, deep down, that I wasn't ever trying to sabotage him, nor belittle or humiliate him. You're right that life is better without the mess he made of the situation. I'm insanely lonely right now, but I can do without someone who attacks every single area of my life. And now that I get space to grieve...I am realizing that he did attack everything about me. It's mind-blowing how insidious it was. But it won't be insidious hereafter. The next person who does this to me, gets called out on it. |
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Nov 22, 2019 15:56:49 GMT
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Post by purple18 on Nov 22, 2019 15:56:49 GMT
I lost my boyfriend. I tried to keep the "spark of love" alive. He killed the love, the relationship we had, and then he walked away from me. A man who belittled me for who I was, never really appreciated me to begin with, and only gave me breadcrumbs of compliments...was not worth having me. I should have listened to him when he said, really early on, that he didn't "feel worthy" of me. I now know that he spoke the truth, and he was extremely insecure. So my mood is...I've been mindf**ed, and I really don't want him back. aww i’m sorry to hear that. But from what i read, he did not deserve you at all. You’re brilliant and will be fine without him, especially if he did not even appreciate you. You’re great ❤️❤️ |
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Nov 22, 2019 17:35:59 GMT
Post by blackrosefore on Nov 22, 2019 17:35:59 GMT
I lost my boyfriend. I tried to keep the "spark of love" alive. He killed the love, the relationship we had, and then he walked away from me. A man who belittled me for who I was, never really appreciated me to begin with, and only gave me breadcrumbs of compliments...was not worth having me. I should have listened to him when he said, really early on, that he didn't "feel worthy" of me. I now know that he spoke the truth, and he was extremely insecure. So my mood is...I've been mindf**ed, and I really don't want him back. aww i’m sorry to hear that. But from what i read, he did not deserve you at all. You’re brilliant and will be fine without him, especially if he did not even appreciate you. You’re great ❤️❤️ ^Thank you so much!! |
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Nov 22, 2019 21:41:53 GMT
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Post by heehawes on Nov 22, 2019 21:41:53 GMT
Thought I’d wake up and feel better.... Nope...  |
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Nov 23, 2019 10:06:55 GMT
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Post by purple18 on Nov 23, 2019 10:06:55 GMT
Thought I’d wake up and feel better.... Nope... need a hug?  |
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Nov 23, 2019 13:59:05 GMT
Post by Kimpie on Nov 23, 2019 13:59:05 GMT
Thought I’d wake up and feel better.... Nope... What's going on? Whatever it is, you can do it! |
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Post by Kimpie on Nov 23, 2019 21:39:06 GMT
Proud! My 9-year old daughter had swimming championships today: 2 golden, a silver and a bronze medal. Good job babe!
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Nov 24, 2019 3:02:05 GMT
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Post by heehawes on Nov 24, 2019 3:02:05 GMT
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Nov 24, 2019 3:47:23 GMT
Post by heehawes on Nov 24, 2019 3:47:23 GMT
Thought I’d wake up and feel better.... Nope... What's going on? Whatever it is, you can do it! I dunno. My brain is always all over the place. 🤷🏻♀️ Then I get into big depression feelings. I've always been like this. I also can be logical, I can tell myself that certain things are in my head. but the two sides conflict. The rational side and the emotional side. And the emotional side usually wins. bleh.... |
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Nov 24, 2019 9:08:02 GMT
Post by Kimpie on Nov 24, 2019 9:08:02 GMT
What's going on? Whatever it is, you can do it! I dunno. My brain is always all over the place. 🤷🏻♀️ Then I get into big depression feelings. I've always been like this. I also can be logical, I can tell myself that certain things are in my head. but the two sides conflict. The rational side and the emotional side. And the emotional side usually wins. bleh.... We all have those moments no? After all we are humans, no robots without feelings. Take care of yourself and surround you with people with whom you can really talk. It's ok to feel this way sometimes. |
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Nov 24, 2019 10:19:52 GMT
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Post by heehawes on Nov 24, 2019 10:19:52 GMT
I dunno. My brain is always all over the place. 🤷🏻♀️ Then I get into big depression feelings. I've always been like this. I also can be logical, I can tell myself that certain things are in my head. but the two sides conflict. The rational side and the emotional side. And the emotional side usually wins. bleh.... We all have those moments no? After all we are humans, no robots without feelings. Take care of yourself and surround you with people with whom you can really talk. It's ok to feel this way sometimes. Thank you. I understand. Yah I did some talking today with one of my best friends and it helped. It’s a balance inside and outside. I know I have the outside support, so I guess now is a little more looking within.... The world is stressful, and life can be scary. But we have the tools to get through the ups and downs. I appreciate so much the support system I have though, It can be tricky to try and get yourself out of a hole all alone, so a little helping hands really helps the process.❤️ One foot in front of the other I guess. 🤷🏻♀️ |
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Post by Dani on Nov 24, 2019 10:23:43 GMT
❤️you.
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Nov 24, 2019 11:35:17 GMT
Post by Kimpie on Nov 24, 2019 11:35:17 GMT
We all have those moments no? After all we are humans, no robots without feelings. Take care of yourself and surround you with people with whom you can really talk. It's ok to feel this way sometimes. Thank you. I understand. Yah I did some talking today with one of my best friends and it helped. It’s a balance inside and outside. I know I have the outside support, so I guess now is a little more looking within.... The world is stressful, and life can be scary. But we have the tools to get through the ups and downs. I appreciate so much the support system I have though, It can be tricky to try and get yourself out of a hole all alone, so a little helping hands really helps the process.❤️ One foot in front of the other I guess. 🤷🏻♀️ It's always step by step with good and bad moments. A good support system is a good thing, friends or family who you can go to is another. And you can do it! I believe in you, though you don't know me and I don't know you...step by step you'll get there! <3 |
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Post by Dani on Nov 29, 2019 19:26:55 GMT
I’m in a good mood 💕
It’s good to be at home 😊
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