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Post by buffy on Mar 23, 2018 20:18:29 GMT
Me, myself and I
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Post by Dani on Mar 23, 2018 21:11:30 GMT
That I am super tired 9 pm on Friday's lately.
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 23, 2018 21:19:05 GMT
Yep.. I am pretty much aware of all of this, and I was advised to not count calories because that only fuels the fire. So I know what I have to do. And Dani, you are actually spot on. I have been punishing myself and blamed myself for becoming psychotic and delusional, and for being so naive thinking the friend I thought I had, wanted me well. Unfortunately, she turned out to be a cold hearted bitch who only lived to make other peoples lives miserable. It was never about becoming skinny, it was NEVER about the weight. It was (and still is) about wanting to disappear, and taking control over the uncomfortable emotions and memories related to it because I was so ashamed of myself, and I deserved being punished for all the things I did when I was ill, including all the nonsense rambling, and spamming on PP. I felt like I had to make up for all the things I did during my psychosis, for taking up too much space, so therefore I feel like I should shut up and become invisible instead. Have they talked to you about acceptance? I never went to a therapist or similar but realized at an early age that it's the only thing that makes it possible for me to help myself. Accepting the way things are or have been and trying only to see the positive in whatever happened even if there's barely anything positive at all. I can't explain it, it's just a mindset I guess. But like, trying to feel comfortable in whatever you are running from. Face it, feel it and learn to live with it without having it bothering you and taking over your life, i.e shifting focus onto something that makes you happy. And to know that everyone has their struggles and issues and battles is also something to remember. I think you need to give therapy time but if you don't feel it's getting better I'd go see someone else. I'll get back to you later sweetie. ❤️ I am so incredibly tired atm, and so fed up with life. I'll be off to bed now, and I'll reply tomorrow. ❤️ x |
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Post by drnick on Mar 24, 2018 15:41:55 GMT
The "Can we talk" bullshit at the botton of the screen asking me to disable my adblocker on this board. Nope, not gonna happen. I'll think about disabling javascript here though. Dumbasses.
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Post by Dani on Mar 24, 2018 15:56:04 GMT
The "Can we talk" bullshit at the botton of the screen asking me to disable my adblocker on this board. Nope, not gonna happen. I'll think about disabling javascript here though. Dumbasses. Haha, I actually noticed there were ads on this board TODAY. I'm using adblocker too and saw the menu bar being weird and realized that it's because of that  But don't see the can we talk thingy? You have a lousy adblocker  |
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Post by drnick on Mar 24, 2018 16:02:49 GMT
The "Can we talk" bullshit at the botton of the screen asking me to disable my adblocker on this board. Nope, not gonna happen. I'll think about disabling javascript here though. Dumbasses. Haha, I actually noticed there were ads on this board TODAY. I'm using adblocker too and saw the menu bar being weird and realized that it's because of that But don't see the can we talk thingy? You have a lousy adblocker Well, now I don't see it anymore either. Dunno where it came from, I just don't care. Whoever thinks it's a good idea to bug people with shit like that, get the NoScript answer from me - problem solved.  But thanks for reminding me that I can just block that shit with the adblocker itself. |
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Post by Dani on Mar 24, 2018 16:04:07 GMT
Haha, I actually noticed there were ads on this board TODAY. I'm using adblocker too and saw the menu bar being weird and realized that it's because of that But don't see the can we talk thingy? You have a lousy adblocker Well, now I don't see it anymore either. Dunno where it came from, I just don't care. Whoever thinks it's a good idea to bug people with shit like that, get the NoScript answer from me - problem solved. Hahaha, I love the bitch in you. |
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Post by drnick on Mar 24, 2018 16:05:40 GMT
Well, now I don't see it anymore either. Dunno where it came from, I just don't care. Whoever thinks it's a good idea to bug people with shit like that, get the NoScript answer from me - problem solved. Hahaha, I love the bitch in you.  |
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Post by ninxpinkness on Mar 24, 2018 17:08:06 GMT
I'm annoyed that I have so much shit to do and zero time to do it, even though I'm quite organized this year. Plus, I don't even know where to begin. I'm also annoyed that I have an in-class essay on Monday and the professor hasn't given us any topics, guidelines, nothing.
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Post by purple18 on Mar 24, 2018 21:57:22 GMT
Carey Hart. I mean, more the fact that i do not understand how they can be married if he's such a pro-gun person and P!nk is clearly not. Sure enough my husband has his flaws and we don't agree on everything and sometimes he pushes my buttons but it would totally freak me out if he was such a gun-lover. I feel like i need more information on this.
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Post by heehawes on Mar 24, 2018 22:03:22 GMT
Carey Hart. I mean, more the fact that i do not understand how they can be married if he's such a pro-gun person and P!nk is clearly not. Sure enough my husband has his flaws and we don't agree on everything and sometimes he pushes my buttons but it would totally freak me out if he was such a gun-lover. I feel like i need more information on this. Maybe they love each other? 🤷🏻♀️ I dunno. There’s a lot more to Carey than guns. he’s a good father, a loving husband, he’s there for his family and supportive. He’s a hard worker. Etc etc etc I’m sure he doesn’t like gun violence, but he disagrees the guns themselves are the problem. I’m not a fan of guns. If I could send them all up to the moon I would. but I don’t think that just because somebody is a gun supporter that it is a deal breaker. i’m sure P!nk states her opinions on the matter and he states his. Couples don’t see eye to eye 100% of the time. |
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Post by purple18 on Mar 24, 2018 22:08:41 GMT
Carey Hart. I mean, more the fact that i do not understand how they can be married if he's such a pro-gun person and P!nk is clearly not. Sure enough my husband has his flaws and we don't agree on everything and sometimes he pushes my buttons but it would totally freak me out if he was such a gun-lover. I feel like i need more information on this. Maybe they love each other? 🤷🏻♀️ I dunno. There’s a lot more to Carey than guns. he’s a good father, a loving husband, he’s there for his family and supportive. He’s a hard worker. Etc etc etc I’m sure he doesn’t like gun violence, but he disagrees the guns themselves are the problem. I’m not a fan of guns. If I could send them all up to the moon I would. but I don’t think that just because somebody is a gun supporter that it is a deal breaker. i’m sure P!nk states her opinions on the matter and he states his. Couples don’t see eye to eye 100% of the time. Yeah it is probably very different for us though. Comes from the different gun culture. You are literally surrounded by guns every day and you are more used to them being around while i when i rarely see a policeman carrying one, start sweating a little. I find in uncomprehensible for people to wear a gun and take it with them everywhere every day. It freaks me out. I just feel like they are kind of strong advocates for totally opposite things. and i have stated many times that my biggest problem with Carey is not what he says but how he says it. Way too arrogant and cocky for my taste. but yeah probably it is not much of a deal for them, or they wouldn't be married i guess 🤷🏼♀️ |
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Post by Dani on Mar 24, 2018 22:12:58 GMT
I think it's pointless to even discuss their marriage when we don't know shit!
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Post by cpf on Mar 24, 2018 22:13:58 GMT
Summertime.. 1 hour less sleep/weekend while its already a 1 day weekend
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Post by heehawes on Mar 24, 2018 22:19:08 GMT
Maybe they love each other? 🤷🏻♀️ I dunno. There’s a lot more to Carey than guns. he’s a good father, a loving husband, he’s there for his family and supportive. He’s a hard worker. Etc etc etc I’m sure he doesn’t like gun violence, but he disagrees the guns themselves are the problem. I’m not a fan of guns. If I could send them all up to the moon I would. but I don’t think that just because somebody is a gun supporter that it is a deal breaker. i’m sure P!nk states her opinions on the matter and he states his. Couples don’t see eye to eye 100% of the time. Yeah it is probably very different for us though. Comes from the different gun culture. You are literally surrounded by guns every day and you are more used to them being around while i when i rarely see a policeman carrying one, start sweating a little. I find in uncomprehensible for people to wear a gun and take it with them everywhere every day. It freaks me out. I just feel like they are kind of strong advocates for totally opposite things. and i have stated many times that my biggest problem with Carey is not what he says but how he says it. Way too arrogant and cocky for my taste. but yeah probably it is not much of a deal for them, or they wouldn't be married i guess 🤷🏼♀️ Some people like cocky. Or they think of it as confidence. I see confidence and arrogance get mixed up for one another a lot. I agree that a lot of what Carey says can come off as arrogant, but I see it more in replies to comments - so maybe he gets defensive? I dunno. Sometimes I feel attacked and don’t stay as level headed as I would like, but I also try not to assume that I’m always right. I try to learn from others and admit when I fuck up. |
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