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Post by emmak on Apr 20, 2020 20:28:55 GMT
I donโt either but he makes me understand myself! Share it with him, try it! I did try. But then my anger takes over and I can't even explain why. And then I get angry at myself and I get all crazy-eyes. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. We are here for u โค๏ธ
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Post by Dani on Apr 21, 2020 5:04:07 GMT
I donโt either but he makes me understand myself! Share it with him, try it! I did try. But then my anger takes over and I can't even explain why. And then I get angry at myself and I get all crazy-eyes. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Keep trying. Practice finding the words of them angry emotions you feel too, and youโll get there eventually Iโm sure โค๏ธ๐ I think the only way for someone else to understand is that we have to share thoughts and feelings, and share even more than we think we need. Today will be a better day! ๐
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Post by buffy on Apr 21, 2020 7:51:13 GMT
Dani emmakThnx for the support and the soothing words. โค๏ธ
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Post by blackrosefore on Apr 21, 2020 22:44:49 GMT
I'm wondering if I "feel strong enough" to endure the next year, now that I have just turned 37. I'm feeling the same isolation I felt way back in kindergarten at 5 or 6 years old, when I was tied to a basketball hoop by a female bully. Does the world ever care about the misfits and rejects during the good times? Nah. Do they care about us during bad times? I'm guessing no.
Us humans are so narcissistic and exclusive. Even when the world rips apart and disintegrates, we push people away.
That's why I make even more of an effort to give to the people I see on the street curbs with the signs. I don't care what their story is. Lost job, homeless, an addict, mouths to feed, a surgery that went wrong with medical that bankrupted them, diabetic, a veteran of a war, etc.
I've been ignored my whole life. Other people told me what they thought I needed. They passed judgment on me.
What I think when I see these folks on the curb is:
Here's a buck, since you've been ignored, and ARE STILL BEING IGNORED. I definitely can relate to you.
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Post by heehawes on Apr 22, 2020 6:47:14 GMT
I'm wondering if I "feel strong enough" to endure the next year, now that I have just turned 37. I'm feeling the same isolation I felt way back in kindergarten at 5 or 6 years old, when I was tied to a basketball hoop by a female bully. Does the world ever care about the misfits and rejects during the good times? Nah. Do they care about us during bad times? I'm guessing no. Us humans are so narcissistic and exclusive. Even when the world rips apart and disintegrates, we push people away. That's why I make even more of an effort to give to the people I see on the street curbs with the signs. I don't care what their story is. Lost job, homeless, an addict, mouths to feed, a surgery that went wrong with medical that bankrupted them, diabetic, a veteran of a war, etc. I've been ignored my whole life. Other people told me what they thought I needed. They passed judgment on me. What I think when I see these folks on the curb is: Here's a buck, since you've been ignored, and ARE STILL BEING IGNORED. I definitely can relate to you. I get that 100% and I agree 100% with what you said about when you give, not to pass judgement. I don't give to people on the street all too often, but I do on occasion, and I try not to think too much about what their objective is. its true, they are ignored and looked down upon by many. it has to be hard emotionally - no matter what cause them to get to that place. maybe some are lying, but maybe some are telling the truth. give to give, and hope for the best. I know with the way things are in the US, many people are just a few paychecks away from being homeless. I can't imagine truly needing help and being so ignored. So I try to give with an honest heart.... sorry for the times you have been treated poorly, or ignored, or misunderstood. I love you being here, and you are so smart - I enjoy reading your words. try and give yourself extra love too. don't sell yourself short. I believe in you. ALSO, 100th POST FOR YOU! ๐ฅณ
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Post by blackrosefore on Apr 22, 2020 11:53:29 GMT
^^^ Yes, my 100th post! I finally made it:D
Thank you for all of your kind words<3<3<3
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Post by cpf on Apr 26, 2020 12:11:03 GMT
Neighbours
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Post by blackrosefore on Apr 26, 2020 16:12:47 GMT
cpf: My next door neighbor plays video games almost 24/7. I can hear every explosion and blast of gunfire through the wall each day. Other things that annoy me? Having to identify that I am a nurse on my dating app. Being a healthcare worker is now a red flag if you're dating. No single guy has decided to chat with me in two weeks. COVID has wrecked my dating life, apparently. Nice job, virus.
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Post by buffy on Apr 28, 2020 17:22:37 GMT
I have an inflammation on my tailbone. ๐ And urgh the weather. ๐
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Post by kimpie on Apr 28, 2020 17:40:04 GMT
I have an inflammation on my tailbone. ๐ And urgh the weather. ๐ We've been spoiled...6 weeks of sun...now back to our traditionnal weather Take care of that tailbone.
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Post by buffy on Apr 28, 2020 18:28:26 GMT
I have an inflammation on my tailbone. ๐ And urgh the weather. ๐ We've been spoiled...6 weeks of sun...now back to our traditionnal weatherย Take care of that tailbone. I know ... We can't complain. And anyway, I can't ride my bike now, so ... plus it's not bad for nature to have a little rain ... ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Apr 29, 2020 0:34:34 GMT
The greatness of my ability to procrastinate everything important I ever plan on doing. Gotta love it. Why do boring things today, when you can do them tomorrow?
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Post by Dani on Apr 30, 2020 6:09:17 GMT
The greatness of my ability to procrastinate everything important I ever plan on doing. Gotta love it. Why do boring things today, when you can do them tomorrow? ๐ Just do them and you donโt have to think about them anymore
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Apr 30, 2020 12:46:25 GMT
The greatness of my ability to procrastinate everything important I ever plan on doing. Gotta love it. Why do boring things today, when you can do them tomorrow? ๐ Just do them and you donโt have to think about them anymore I really wish I had the determination honestly, I get distracted way too easily, or find excuses for doing something else less important instead.. Or taking a nap. ๐ However though, it always comes to a point eventually, where I'm about to drown in chores and my brain is all of a sudden "seriously, do this shit already, get a grip ffs!! " and I swear I become close to a somewhat manic state and do everything at once. That's how my brain works. I can only ignore/postpone things for so long, until a switch gets turned on and I actually get shit done. I'd rather prefer I would be more consequent/structured and do important work when they first occur, instead of just shoving them all under the carpet, pretending they don't exist and somehow magically go away/solve themselves. ๐คก
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Post by cpf on May 2, 2020 7:20:28 GMT
4 of the 7 frames arrived... 2 broken..
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