random dreams thread.

Well no dreams for me since last time I wrote here. I’m in one of them periods I don’t need much sleep. I woke up before my alarm rang today🙄 it was supposed to ring 5.15.

But, but, but ... your dreams always come true ... ... anyhow, I'm so glad Lizzie didn't haunt you in your dreams.

i was really mean to somebody in my dream.
and I dont know why.
and i dont know what it was supposed to mean.

it wasnt to anybody I knew.
but I was at restaurant and the food came and it wasnt very good.
and the server / bartender like, kept ignoring us....

like our drinks were empty and they kept walking past and id try to make eye contact or get attention.
(also in real life at a restaurant if the food is not very good, i just write it up to a loss and say fuck it - so me trying to send something back is not at all like me)

so like at the end i finally get his attention - and he sees the plate isnt even close to finished and hes like "oh, i guess you werent as hungry as i thought you were." and i respond back with "um no, it wasnt very good and actually not even what i ordered"
(i dont remember what i ordered, dreams are weird - to be honest i dont even remember how we got into a restaurant but at the time if the dream that part the fact was he brought me the wrong thing)
anyway he leaves for a minute and comes back and he says "most people would have said something earlier, i dont know why you waited so long" (he said it in a rude way)

so i kinda let him have it, im like "youve been ignoring us all day and blah blah blah blah blah and this and this and that" and i was just really mean.
like, he wasnt a good server, but I shouldnt have been mean to him

i woke up like right then and im like "damn im a mean person"

even though im pretty sure id never intentionally be a dick in real life like that, maybe that part of me is hidden inside.
or maybe it was a reflection of how i think sometimes people are so mean to me. i dunno.

either way i think im going to examine how i treat people, just cause.
i dont want to ever feel like that in real life, or make other people
feel like that....



also (some of the things i complained about in the dream were so f'ing petty - like i dont even wanna repeat what they were even though it wasnt real. like you all would be like "what the fuck, jeff. you bitched about THAT??")


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Pinkfanfriends turned into co-workers and i was helping them to get finished before Pink gig. Then someone offered me to go in same time as early entry with some other fans i knew.. so i took my bag from under my desk and walked away. Then i saw whole frontrow was already full with (not my fav) co-workers and woke up

2 of my worlds mixed up... confusing!

always such a relief when you wake up and like, "good, just a dream".... or was it? 🤨

i was living in this house.
it was old but still kept up.
and i was living there by myself (two bedroom house kinda like my two bedroom apartment and i think rent was costing about the same).

my neighbor in this dream was a guy I used to work with like 15 years ago.
he was like my dads age except in this dream he looked a lot older, and had aged a lot from drugs and was super skinny and dirty and homeless looking.

he was living in the broken down house next door, and I think for free since the house was so shitty.
and i think he was just a super bad drug junkie.
he was getting kicked out of the house. I think whoever owned it and owned the land sold the property so it could be knocked down and a new house built.

i was in my place and he was outside making loud noises. screaming and screeching and knocking shit over. it sounded like some cats fighting.
i go out there and im like "hey man, whats going on? whats all fhis about"

and he looks at me and says "i need you to help me out. let me live with you for free." and i know i cant say yes. i know its a bad move for me. and yah  i feel bad for him, but I also know its not my problem to fix - and i know it wouldnt be a good thing, nor would he get better from me "helping him"
I didnt wanna tell him no right away so i try and respond to him with a question, "when do you have to be out if your place?" and he says "tomorrow" and then looks at me again "come on." and he is like laying at the steps to the back door and almost kind of crawling up to me zombie style. and i just kinda slowly back up and say "i cant"
and then he starts screeching again and banging his head on the steps.

it was scary

and had it not been a crazy drug thing maybe i would have helped him. but.... facccxxxxck. 😫
i dont like dreams like this.

Lmao at the brain not being creative enough. It seems to have put together a lot of our convos these last few days into that dream Funny. 

I dreamt I had grey hairs and I remember thinking god damnit I have to learn to like this because they are gonna get more by the years and then I kept looking at it and I just saw it on one side, and thought oh well what ever. LMAO. WTF. I haven't seen a grey hair since the first time I saw it so it's probably coming