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Post by drnick on Dec 3, 2018 14:38:00 GMT
And it's a big deal for me because I'll be smelling this way for like a half year, so don't tell me it's nothing to feel anxiety about. Anyway I'll probably take the easiest way out of this decision and choose the same perfume but at the same time my ex picked it and it does smell good but it'd feel better to choose something else. Ehm..  |
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Post by Dani on Dec 3, 2018 14:44:12 GMT
And it's a big deal for me because I'll be smelling this way for like a half year, so don't tell me it's nothing to feel anxiety about. Anyway I'll probably take the easiest way out of this decision and choose the same perfume but at the same time my ex picked it and it does smell good but it'd feel better to choose something else. Ehm.. Hahahahahahaha you nerd  I love Chanel perfumes. It’s most likely gonna be one of them this time, doubt it’ll be this one though |
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Post by Dani on Dec 3, 2018 15:37:15 GMT
Hahahahah they only sell Chanel in Stockholm and Gothenburg 😏 I should have just got it in the taxfree.
I guess the Armani sky one was okay as a day perfume... 😏
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Post by Dani on Dec 3, 2018 18:57:15 GMT
There’s nothing more beautiful than a confident smart woman that knows what she wants.
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Post by Dani on Dec 3, 2018 19:33:16 GMT
^^ and I thought this after watching The fall. And Jillian is a perfect example of this. Anyway. I think there was only season 1 when I watched it, and why I forgot about it. I don’t remember seeing anything from season 2  It’s pretty good so far. |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 4, 2018 1:34:21 GMT
i wish my clothing drawers were heated.....
cold clothes... 😫..... ☃️..... 😰
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Post by Dani on Dec 4, 2018 17:16:32 GMT
I’ve been reflecting and thinking whole weekend. And writing and connecting. I think I know what my problem is. And that’s great that I know even if I don’t know what to do with it. I don’t think I deserve things. Like, I find myself wanting and feeling something and dreaming but I hear myself say “no you shouldn’t” or “no it’s not meant for you”. When in fact I should, because I can. And I want. For sure. I don’t know if this is some kind of “self-hate” (which I didn’t think I had because my relationship to myself is the most healthiest relationship I think I have with anyone). It’s definitely something I’ve noticed is stopping me from many things I think are important for me in life. Am I afraid of something? Do I care too much about what people think? I didn’t think so but maybe that’s what it is? Or are things that I heard when growing up coming to haunt me now? 15 years later? I’m not the person to explain myself or my choices at all. But there’s something. I donno? How will I know? At the same time I’m the happiest and healthiest I’ve ever been probably. Well besides binge eating chocolate because of hormones 😏🙄🤣
Anyway... insights are good I assume.
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Post by heehawes on Dec 4, 2018 17:24:00 GMT
I’ve been reflecting and thinking whole weekend. And writing and connecting. I think I know what my problem is. And that’s great that I know even if I don’t know what to do with it. I don’t think I deserve things. Like, I find myself wanting and feeling something and dreaming but I hear myself say “no you shouldn’t” or “no it’s not meant for you”. When in fact I should, because I can. And I want. For sure. I don’t know if this is some kind of “self-hate” (which I didn’t think I had because my relationship to myself is the most healthiest relationship I think I have with anyone). It’s definitely something I’ve noticed is stopping me from many things I think are important for me in life. Am I afraid of something? Do I care too much about what people think? I didn’t think so but maybe that’s what it is? Or are things that I heard when growing up coming to haunt me now? 15 years later? I’m not the person to explain myself or my choices at all. But there’s something. I donno? How will I know? At the same time I’m the happiest and healthiest I’ve ever been probably. Well besides binge eating chocolate because of hormones 😏🙄🤣 Anyway... insights are good I assume. we only have one life. dont let anything stop you from what you deserve. get it. be brave, be fearless, that little girl you talked about earlier. i dont know enough about life and this planet. but im sure you will figure it all out. i admire how smart you are, and the problem solver you are and that you seem to be unstoppable when you set your mind on something. reflecting on life is amazing. i try, but never really able to solve much. i guess each day is a new chance. |
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Post by Dani on Dec 4, 2018 17:31:05 GMT
I’ve been reflecting and thinking whole weekend. And writing and connecting. I think I know what my problem is. And that’s great that I know even if I don’t know what to do with it. I don’t think I deserve things. Like, I find myself wanting and feeling something and dreaming but I hear myself say “no you shouldn’t” or “no it’s not meant for you”. When in fact I should, because I can. And I want. For sure. I don’t know if this is some kind of “self-hate” (which I didn’t think I had because my relationship to myself is the most healthiest relationship I think I have with anyone). It’s definitely something I’ve noticed is stopping me from many things I think are important for me in life. Am I afraid of something? Do I care too much about what people think? I didn’t think so but maybe that’s what it is? Or are things that I heard when growing up coming to haunt me now? 15 years later? I’m not the person to explain myself or my choices at all. But there’s something. I donno? How will I know? At the same time I’m the happiest and healthiest I’ve ever been probably. Well besides binge eating chocolate because of hormones 😏🙄🤣 Anyway... insights are good I assume. we only have one life. dont let anything stop you from what you deserve. get it. be brave, be fearless, that little girl you talked about earlier. i dont know enough about life and this planet. but im sure you will figure it all out. i admire how smart you are, and the problem solver you are and that you seem to be unstoppable when you set your mind on something. reflecting on life is amazing. i try, but never really able to solve much. i guess each day is a new chance. I thought it was me not knowing what I wanted, when in fact it’s about this. So yeah good to be aware of I guess I’ll do my best to work on it. Maybe it’s my personality and something that’s hard to change🤷🏽♀️ Who knows? One small step every day I guess And don’t tell me you not solve anything. You do and you told me the other day what you need to do. Just start somewhere |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 4, 2018 17:36:43 GMT
we only have one life. dont let anything stop you from what you deserve. get it. be brave, be fearless, that little girl you talked about earlier. i dont know enough about life and this planet. but im sure you will figure it all out. i admire how smart you are, and the problem solver you are and that you seem to be unstoppable when you set your mind on something. reflecting on life is amazing. i try, but never really able to solve much. i guess each day is a new chance. I thought it was me not knowing what I wanted, when in fact it’s about this. So yeah good to be aware of I guess I’ll do my best to work on it. Maybe it’s my personality and something that’s hard to change🤷🏽♀️ Who knows? One small step every day I guess And don’t tell me you not solve anything. You do and you told me the other day what you need to do. Just start somewhere oh mannn. i dont remember what I said... 😐☹️😣 |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 4, 2018 17:41:21 GMT
DaniEverythings seems possible. 
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Post by Dani on Dec 4, 2018 17:49:32 GMT
I thought it was me not knowing what I wanted, when in fact it’s about this. So yeah good to be aware of I guess I’ll do my best to work on it. Maybe it’s my personality and something that’s hard to change🤷🏽♀️ Who knows? One small step every day I guess And don’t tell me you not solve anything. You do and you told me the other day what you need to do. Just start somewhere oh mannn. i dont remember what I said... 😐☹️😣 It was about the one thing you’re avoiding the most, but that you want the most. |
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Post by heehawes on Dec 4, 2018 17:51:06 GMT
oh mannn. i dont remember what I said... 😐☹️😣 It was about the one thing you’re avoiding the most, but that you want the most. why doesnt my brain work? I seriously dont remember what I said. 😫 |
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Post by Dani on Dec 4, 2018 17:52:51 GMT
It was about the one thing you’re avoiding the most, but that you want the most. why doesnt my brain work? I seriously dont remember what I said. 😫 Do you want me to write it out here? Well, Odai asked you about it too some days ago. |
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Post by Dani on Dec 4, 2018 17:55:15 GMT
Dani Everythings seems possible. There’s a pic there but I don’t see it? But yeah, almost everything is possible. Limitations are in our heads. |
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It’s pretty good so far.