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Post by Dani on Sept 19, 2018 20:46:20 GMT
Ok I confess I’m actually just pissed off at the fact that I spent half of my day to think of a way to get my revenge but there’s none🙄 So she won and that’s a bit upsetting🙄
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Post by heehawes on Sept 20, 2018 12:26:57 GMT
Confessions....
I tear up at things I shouldn’t.
Like parts of movies that aren’t even sad, I’m like more and more sentimental at shit the older I get, but like... at dumb stuff.
Seriously, I totally had tears on my face at the dumbest movie today 😐
My apartment is a fucking disaster right now.
I just drank a good amount of whiskeys.
People always say “no regrets” and like “everything has made me who I am so blah blah blah I wouldn’t change a thing” - you’re a fucking liar.
I have lots of regrets, and would change a lot, but no do overs or restarts so whatcha gonna do? #betterlucknexttime
I tell myself I’m loving, but I’m kinda cold, and shut people out who shouldnt be.
I’m pretty shy.
I wish I believed in ghosts...... the supernatural thread makes me wish I could add stuff.... I believe in life out there like aliens and stuffs - but I think it’s so fucking far away that it will never effect any of us. I’ve never had an alien encounter.
I find “signs” in everything..... like this is bad so this means this and that proves that..... but I also try and scam the system I will knowingly create signs that lead me down paths I wanna go on.
like the good side:
create your own destiny :]
I’m judgemental.
I think I have fun.... I have enjoyed everything in life so far.... I’ve done cool stuff and I think I have lived life in a way that I know it’s not gonna be forever, so enjoy it. has it been perfect? No. Has it been fun? Yes. Am I a better person now than I was 15 years ago? Yes. Do I hate myself? No.
I am not a big fan of olives, but I keep adding them to everything I eat lately. Like.... everything. Don’t ask me why.... I’ll eat my food with em and I’m like “it’s not bad, but it’s be better without” 😬
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Post by Dani on Sept 20, 2018 12:32:55 GMT
Confessions.... I tear up at things I shouldn’t. Like parts of movies that aren’t even sad, I’m like more and more sentimental at shit the older I get, but like... at dumb stuff. Seriously, I totally had tears on my face at the dumbest movie today 😐 My apartment is a fucking disaster right now. I just drank a good amount of whiskeys. People always say “no regrets” and like “everything has made me who I am so blah blah blah I wouldn’t change a thing” - you’re a fucking liar. I have lots of regrets, and would change a lot, but no do overs or restarts so whatcha gonna do? #betterlucknexttime I tell myself I’m loving, but I’m kinda cold, and shut people out who shouldnt be. I’m pretty shy. I wish I believed in ghosts...... the supernatural thread makes me wish I could add stuff.... I believe in life out there like aliens and stuffs - but I think it’s so fucking far away that it will never effect any of us. I’ve never had an alien encounter. I find “signs” in everything..... like this is bad so this means this and that proves that..... but I also try and scam the system I will knowingly create signs that lead me down paths I wanna go on. like the good side: create your own destiny :] I’m judgemental. I think I have fun.... I have enjoyed everything in life so far.... I’ve done cool stuff and I think I have lived life in a way that I know it’s not gonna be forever, so enjoy it. has it been perfect? No. Has it been fun? Yes. Am I a better person now than I was 15 years ago? Yes. Do I hate myself? No. I am not a big fan of olives, but I keep adding them to everything I eat lately. Like.... everything. Don’t ask me why.... I’ll eat my food with em and I’m like “it’s not bad, but it’s be better without” 😬 You are so fucking adorable I'm about to board a flight just to see you again and give you a big fucking hug and share a bottle of whatever you prefer. Just to celebrate "here and now". |
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Post by Dani on Sept 20, 2018 12:43:28 GMT
but I also try and scam the system I will knowingly create signs that lead me down paths I wanna go on. I do this ALL the time btw. Well, I done this since I was a kid cause I realized it worked. However, someone told me not too long ago, it's like that book The secret, and so I read it and it's called the law of attraction and it simple fucking works if you find it and feel the actual meaning behind it. Another thing that's good is the if you think one negative thought about something, think three positive. I swear that's the best shit I ever practiced. Off topic again, soz  |
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Post by heehawes on Sept 20, 2018 13:00:12 GMT
but I also try and scam the system I will knowingly create signs that lead me down paths I wanna go on. I do this ALL the time btw. Well, I done this since I was a kid cause I realized it worked. However, someone told me not too long ago, it's like that book The secret, and so I read it and it's called the law of attraction and it simple fucking works if you find it and feel the actual meaning behind it. Another thing that's good is the if you think one negative thought about something, think three positive. I swear that's the best shit I ever practiced. Off topic again, soz also, I’ll even go as far as doing stuff like flipping coins. “Should I do this....? If heads. I will”then it lands on heads ”yes! I knew I should do that!”or it lands on tails and I’m like “psssssh... whatever, I’m not gonna listen to a dumb coin”the positive messages thing works.... I should do it more. I have done it for short periods of time.... but it’s good to give yourself positive messages EVERY day. my friend had special markers for writing on her mirror at home (or maybe it’s lipstick come to think of it - i dunno) She always writes good messages about herself on there, and I’m like, fackkk that’s cool. ima google the book thing when I’m more sober. :] |
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Post by cpf on Sept 20, 2018 13:11:53 GMT
14days of freedom...
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Post by heehawes on Sept 20, 2018 13:16:01 GMT
Vacation or something? or what? whatever it is, 👍🏻 |
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Post by Dani on Sept 20, 2018 13:39:23 GMT
I do this ALL the time btw. Well, I done this since I was a kid cause I realized it worked. However, someone told me not too long ago, it's like that book The secret, and so I read it and it's called the law of attraction and it simple fucking works if you find it and feel the actual meaning behind it. Another thing that's good is the if you think one negative thought about something, think three positive. I swear that's the best shit I ever practiced. Off topic again, soz also, I’ll even go as far as doing stuff like flipping coins. “Should I do this....? If heads. I will”then it lands on heads ”yes! I knew I should do that!”or it lands on tails and I’m like “psssssh... whatever, I’m not gonna listen to a dumb coin”the positive messages thing works.... I should do it more. I have done it for short periods of time.... but it’s good to give yourself positive messages EVERY day. my friend had special markers for writing on her mirror at home (or maybe it’s lipstick come to think of it - i dunno) She always writes good messages about herself on there, and I’m like, fackkk that’s cool. ima google the book thing when I’m more sober. :] Whenever I "doubt" I usually do it because I fear whatever I feel is right, if you know what I mean. So flipping coins will make it "easier" lol.. cause really deep down we know what we want/need/should. And if we don't know, then that's either a denial or a nope we don't want it. If I make sense, haha. |
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Post by cpf on Sept 20, 2018 14:00:38 GMT
Vacation or something? or what? whatever it is, 👍🏻 Yea sort of, didnt really plan anything tho, but just 2 weeks of no work! |
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Post by heehawes on Sept 22, 2018 10:00:38 GMT
Happy > sad
Happy > sad
Wheres the balance?
Why one or the other?
Is there no middle?
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Post by Dani on Sept 22, 2018 10:16:33 GMT
Happy > sad Happy > sad Wheres the balance? Why one or the other? Is there no middle? ❤️ |
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Post by bluedragon23 on Sept 25, 2018 13:46:44 GMT
I feel as scared and lost as scared and lost can be.
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Post by heehawes on Sept 25, 2018 14:09:38 GMT
I feel as scared and lost as scared and lost can be. You’ll find your way... I know it. 🙂❤️ |
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Post by bluedragon23 on Sept 25, 2018 16:00:20 GMT
I feel as scared and lost as scared and lost can be. You’ll find your way... I know it. 🙂❤️ will i? I wonder that every day. |
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Post by Dani on Sept 25, 2018 17:10:48 GMT
I feel as scared and lost as scared and lost can be. I don’t wanna say you’re not because maybe you are, but I doubt it. You seem fearless and brave to me. I think you’re just bored. |
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