valerio23
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Sticks and stones, they may break these bones But then I'll be ready, are you ready?
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Post by valerio23 on Apr 21, 2018 23:43:48 GMT
Don't freak you out. It'll be ok. Will your treatment be discontinued? Ok, take it as a new start, new point and don't be scared to change. You'll find a new center in which you'll meet new people and in which you finally found yourself ❤❤ I really wish I could stay positive .. 😔 I was told I needed to "sort out other issues in my life first" before I could come back, meaning I would need to fix my back problems (amongst other things), but I'm not so optimistic about them magically disappearing any time soon, as they haven't done yet and it's been almost six years. I can't help but feeling rejected. 😭 Going to another treatment center means travelling across the country. Their waiting lists are looong, meaning I would miss out on Pink touring in Europe by the time I'll start treatment. Fml. I'm seriously considering recovering on my own instead. 🤷♀️🙄 Thank you for your kind words ❤️ Ok, even if I probably don't know how you feel in this moment and I just can imagine it, I would say that you're not alone, first of all. Secondly, my little advice (and I don't know maybe stupid) is to try to go to a psychologist for awhile. Maybe can help you to find your way and to understand what you really need and to make peace with all the shit and the bad things you had to lived. Now sweetheart, you need to breath, to close your eyes and to go. Don't be scared honey ❤️ Oh.. And you don't have to say thank you. Everything I've say comes from my heart ❤️ |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Apr 22, 2018 16:05:23 GMT
Ok, even if I probably don't know how you feel in this moment and I just can imagine it, I would say that you're not alone, first of all. Secondly, my little advice (and I don't know maybe stupid) is to try to go to a psychologist for awhile. Maybe can help you to find your way and to understand what you really need and to make peace with all the shit and the bad things you had to lived. Now sweetheart, you need to breath, to close your eyes and to go. Don't be scared honey ❤️ Oh.. And you don't have to say thank you. Everything I've say comes from my heart ❤️ I can't help it, but really, thank you, I will, and I know you mean it. ❤️ I'm trying to find something to keep me occupied, and lately I've found myself a new hobby in which I've spent plenty of time and effort into, and it makes me feel better than any therapist ever has. I know I can get out of this, I just need to stay focused and don't engage in negative feelings too much like I sadly tend to do. 😔 I hope the creative / poetry section comes up on here soon, as I'm scared my Instagram followers will become bored of my beeds soon, lol. I'm a work in progress I guess. |
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Post by Dani on Apr 22, 2018 16:15:36 GMT
Ok, even if I probably don't know how you feel in this moment and I just can imagine it, I would say that you're not alone, first of all. Secondly, my little advice (and I don't know maybe stupid) is to try to go to a psychologist for awhile. Maybe can help you to find your way and to understand what you really need and to make peace with all the shit and the bad things you had to lived. Now sweetheart, you need to breath, to close your eyes and to go. Don't be scared honey ❤️ Oh.. And you don't have to say thank you. Everything I've say comes from my heart ❤️ I can't help it, but really, thank you, I will, and I know you mean it. ❤️ I'm trying to find something to keep me occupied, and lately I've found myself a new hobby in which I've spent plenty of time and effort into, and it makes me feel better than any therapist ever has. I know I can get out of this, I just need to stay focused and don't engage in negative feelings too much like I sadly tend to do. 😔 I hope the creative / poetry section comes up on here soon, as I'm scared my Instagram followers will become bored of my beeds soon, lol. I'm a work in progress I guess. Don't stop posting that! I love what you do! You make me wanna get on it too  |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Apr 22, 2018 16:25:33 GMT
I can't help it, but really, thank you, I will, and I know you mean it. ❤️ I'm trying to find something to keep me occupied, and lately I've found myself a new hobby in which I've spent plenty of time and effort into, and it makes me feel better than any therapist ever has. I know I can get out of this, I just need to stay focused and don't engage in negative feelings too much like I sadly tend to do. 😔 I hope the creative / poetry section comes up on here soon, as I'm scared my Instagram followers will become bored of my beeds soon, lol. I'm a work in progress I guess. Don't stop posting that! I love what you do! You make me wanna get on it too Thank you ❤️ I'm glad you like my work It's really fun, and it's like meditation really, but sadly I think I messed up my biggest project so far, the Megaman picture, lol, I was so furious when I messed up I had to run to the supermarket to not miss out on the alcohol sale closing at 6 pm, so I grabbed a beer and I think I saved it lmao. I managed to separate the pegboards (and successfully breaking one of them too 😂) I just need some masking tape as I found a lot of helpful tutorials on yt for future projects. 😎 |
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valerio23
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Sticks and stones, they may break these bones But then I'll be ready, are you ready?
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Post by valerio23 on Apr 22, 2018 17:17:15 GMT
Ok, even if I probably don't know how you feel in this moment and I just can imagine it, I would say that you're not alone, first of all. Secondly, my little advice (and I don't know maybe stupid) is to try to go to a psychologist for awhile. Maybe can help you to find your way and to understand what you really need and to make peace with all the shit and the bad things you had to lived. Now sweetheart, you need to breath, to close your eyes and to go. Don't be scared honey ❤️ Oh.. And you don't have to say thank you. Everything I've say comes from my heart ❤️ I can't help it, but really, thank you, I will, and I know you mean it. ❤️ I'm trying to find something to keep me occupied, and lately I've found myself a new hobby in which I've spent plenty of time and effort into, and it makes me feel better than any therapist ever has. I know I can get out of this, I just need to stay focused and don't engage in negative feelings too much like I sadly tend to do. 😔 I hope the creative / poetry section comes up on here soon, as I'm scared my Instagram followers will become bored of my beeds soon, lol. I'm a work in progress I guess. Yep, I mean it ❤️ And It's amazing to hear that you find a hobby that makes you happy. It's a good idea to create here a section for poetry and creativity and share our heart, our passion and everything. A really great idea, I'm with you, I like your idea. Day by day, you'll be better honey, stay badass everyday ❤️ |
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Post by Dani on Apr 22, 2018 18:24:08 GMT
Don't stop posting that! I love what you do! You make me wanna get on it too Thank you ❤️ I'm glad you like my work It's really fun, and it's like meditation really, but sadly I think I messed up my biggest project so far, the Megaman picture, lol, I was so furious when I messed up I had to run to the supermarket to not miss out on the alcohol sale closing at 6 pm, so I grabbed a beer and I think I saved it lmao. I managed to separate the pegboards (and successfully breaking one of them too 😂) I just need some masking tape as I found a lot of helpful tutorials on yt for future projects. 😎 You remind me so much of myself, haha. Things don't always have to be perfect all the friggin time, they can be just OK too I'm also sure you're the only one that'd notice that it's "messed up". Was that the last one you posted? I think it looked great!  |
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Post by Dani on Apr 22, 2018 18:31:07 GMT
I think it's going to be one of those late nights when I'm going to crave pancakes around midnight and actually get up and make some for myself. FOR MYSELF. How pathetic hahahaha.
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Post by drnick on Apr 22, 2018 18:41:40 GMT
I think it's going to be one of those late nights when I'm going to crave pancakes around midnight and actually get up and make some for myself. FOR MYSELF. How pathetic hahahaha.   |
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Post by Dani on Apr 22, 2018 18:48:49 GMT
I think it's going to be one of those late nights when I'm going to crave pancakes around midnight and actually get up and make some for myself. FOR MYSELF. How pathetic hahahaha. ♥ Aww, that was sweet! I really appreciate you a lot, I hope you know that |
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Post by drnick on Apr 22, 2018 18:52:28 GMT
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Post by Dani on Apr 22, 2018 18:58:58 GMT
♥ Aww, that was sweet! I really appreciate you a lot, I hope you know that  Same.   ♥  |
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Post by purple18 on Apr 23, 2018 8:01:18 GMT
I think it's going to be one of those late nights when I'm going to crave pancakes around midnight and actually get up and make some for myself. FOR MYSELF. How pathetic hahahaha. i don't see how that is pathetic. i often do things like that when i am alone. at least you don't have to share with anyone  |
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Post by Dani on Apr 23, 2018 11:53:38 GMT
I think it's going to be one of those late nights when I'm going to crave pancakes around midnight and actually get up and make some for myself. FOR MYSELF. How pathetic hahahaha. i don't see how that is pathetic. i often do things like that when i am alone. at least you don't have to share with anyone Hah, you're totally right. I ended up eating Nutella toasts instead. How lazy of me |
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Post by drnick on Apr 23, 2018 11:55:38 GMT
i don't see how that is pathetic. i often do things like that when i am alone. at least you don't have to share with anyone Hah, you're totally right. I ended up eating Nutella toasts instead. How lazy of me 
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Post by Dani on Apr 23, 2018 11:58:43 GMT
Hah, you're totally right. I ended up eating Nutella toasts instead. How lazy of me
Yes. Very, very thick layers. My layers of cream cheese and Nutella always make people go "ohmgkay". I don't eat it thin, ha. SO GOOD!!! |
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Same. 
