Post by blackrosefore on Feb 13, 2021 20:41:00 GMT
I confess that i hate winter. I confess that I hate digging out, only to have my neighbors take my parking spot, and leave me to dig out all over again.
I confess that I now only feel anger and hatred toward my ex ( where before it was a mixture of confusion, grief, and love). I'm waiting for the moment when I feel indifferent toward my ex. That's the last milestone to removing someone totally from your life. You don't care what happens to them.
I confess that I probably should have loved myself more during my life, by not always crumbling under the words of others. People project, but projections are shadows. You can flick on your personal switch and banish them. I did this. My current bf did this, too. I should have done this sooner, but it's a struggle.
I work in a team of 4.. 1 is in hospital, 1 has time off and others wife has covid so hes working half hours.. Just got email of manager telling me ive to say where my limit is... Girl.. I crossed that line a long time ago