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Post by Dani on May 26, 2019 17:37:32 GMT
I did go up one size in jeans  |
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Post by Dani on May 26, 2019 17:37:44 GMT
#toomanyconfessionsinoneday
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Post by cpf on May 26, 2019 19:01:05 GMT
Cousins wedding this friday n ive absolutely no idea what to wear.. In last 15-20 years ive only had funerals.. No wedding.. N kinda decided to not do church part n only party but sister in law called n asked if i join her to the church as bro has to study.. Wtf am i gonna wear
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Post by Dani on May 26, 2019 20:00:01 GMT
Cousins wedding this friday n ive absolutely no idea what to wear.. In last 15-20 years ive only had funerals.. No wedding.. N kinda decided to not do church part n only party but sister in law called n asked if i join her to the church as bro has to study.. Wtf am i gonna wear What does it say on the invitation? Sometimes it just says come as you are <3 |
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Post by cpf on May 26, 2019 21:34:55 GMT
Cousins wedding this friday n ive absolutely no idea what to wear.. In last 15-20 years ive only had funerals.. No wedding.. N kinda decided to not do church part n only party but sister in law called n asked if i join her to the church as bro has to study.. Wtf am i gonna wear What does it say on the invitation? Sometimes it just says come as you are <3 Nothing |
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Post by Dani on May 29, 2019 17:38:08 GMT
I am so overworked  I can’t believe I’m gonna work for another month. I wanna cry even if I absolutely love what I do 😩 luckily tomorrow’s off and then I work Friday and then weekend 🙌😭💖 |
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Post by heehawes on May 29, 2019 21:54:55 GMT
I am so overworked I can’t believe I’m gonna work for another month. I wanna cry even if I absolutely love what I do 😩 luckily tomorrow’s off and then I work Friday and then weekend 🙌😭💖 "just one more day, you can make it babe..." |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on May 30, 2019 22:52:21 GMT
I don't know how to describe this feeling... A mixture of cold feet, nervousness, excitement, restlessness, but scarily calm (ish) at the same time?
I have to keep reminding myself that I have done this many times before, but one can never be prepared enough. I haven't been abroad for over 6 years, and no, just across the border to Sweden doesn't count. That's just a two hour bus ride, and back again on the same day. I haven't been at an airport since forever, let alone set foot inside an airplane since 2013, and fuck me and my fear of flying. Departure is less than two weeks away.
I got my passport renewed, got travel insurance for my holiday, renewed my health insurance card, called the airline to get my fluid medications approved through the security check and got it documented and signed by my doctor, the hotel is booked and my parents are lending me pocket money for the trip, my doctor will prescribe me transdermal analgesic patches and other necessary medications for my anxiety and back pain, and I have a list ready for what to bring, and all that is left is to get my Schengen papers from the pharmacy and actually, pack my suitcase, and get on the train to the airport, but fucking hell, why does this make me feel nervous when I got nothing to worry about?
I haven't felt like this since the very first time I traveled abroad for a gig, back in 2006.
Inhale, exhale, repeat. This is going to be one amazing experience, but I need to keep calm and don't let my nerves get under my skin.
I don't know what I had to confess but tldr:
Changing environments is scary as hell, and being in a semi unfamiliar city is challenging but I got this. It's going to be fucking awesome. I got this. I got a problem with over thinking, yep.
Now back to vacuuming my apartment and pack my bag for a few days of timeout as ip.
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Post by Dani on May 31, 2019 18:22:37 GMT
Smoking too many ciggies 😩
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Post by drnick on May 31, 2019 18:31:47 GMT
Smoking too many ciggies 😩  Who? You? Quit that stinking shit.  🤢🤮 |
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Post by Dani on May 31, 2019 18:34:23 GMT
Smoking too many ciggies 😩 Who? You? Quit that stinking shit. 🤢🤮  I know but it’s ok :-*i don’t really like it that much... |
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Post by drnick on May 31, 2019 18:42:34 GMT
Who? You? Quit that stinking shit. 🤢🤮 I know but it’s ok :-*i don’t really like it that much...  It's not ok, it's awful.    |
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Post by Dani on May 31, 2019 18:47:38 GMT
I know but it’s ok :-*i don’t really like it that much... It's not ok, it's awful. Yaaaaaa i know |
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Post by drnick on May 31, 2019 18:48:13 GMT
Yaaaaaa i know Then quit.  |
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Post by Dani on May 31, 2019 19:07:59 GMT
Yaaaaaa i know Then quit. I never started |
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I can’t believe I’m gonna work for another month. I wanna cry even if I absolutely love what I do 
Who? You? Quit that stinking shit. 
🤢🤮
It's not ok, it's awful. 
