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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 16, 2018 21:40:50 GMT
Thank you, and your appologies are accepted. <3 I really wish to move on, and put this shit behind me because I've spent way too much time already worrying and actually being annoyed by the fact that nobody deleted my posts. Like, why ban me, just to leave my humiliating posts behind?! Lets hope an admin comes around on PP to delete my posts from 2014 so I don't keep getting reminded, and hopefully they'll check their email and maybe even unban me. Banning me was the only right decision, and I'm glad SA did, but I am sad and disappointed that my posts are still up and I have a feeling I might've said something that offended P!nk. If so, she must think I'm one hell of a whackjob whom everybody should stay away from. I know she's a lurker, and that got me worried. Damnit. I wish I could rewind time and undo the damage. You did and it was very bad but it's done and it's happened and it's over and leave it. Even if she saw it, she's probably forgot about it ages ago. I was afraid I did and I never meant to, and hopefully she knows that. Moving on. Btw, thanks for confirming it so I didn't have to go through old posts to find out myself. <3 |
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Post by Dani on Mar 16, 2018 21:54:23 GMT
You did and it was very bad but it's done and it's happened and it's over and leave it. Even if she saw it, she's probably forgot about it ages ago. I was afraid I did and I never meant to, and hopefully she knows that. Moving on. Btw, thanks for confirming it so I didn't have to go through old posts to find out myself. <3 No problem. |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 16, 2018 22:24:41 GMT
Thank you, and your appologies are accepted. <3 I really wish to move on, and put this shit behind me because I've spent way too much time already worrying and actually being annoyed by the fact that nobody deleted my posts. Like, why ban me, just to leave my humiliating posts behind?! Lets hope an admin comes around on PP to delete my posts from 2014 so I don't keep getting reminded, and hopefully they'll check their email and maybe even unban me. Banning me was the only right decision, and I'm glad SA did, but I am sad and disappointed that my posts are still up and I have a feeling I might've said something that offended P!nk. If so, she must think I'm one hell of a whackjob whom everybody should stay away from. I know she's a lurker, and that got me worried. Damnit. I wish I could rewind time and undo the damage.  Maren, I wasn't there to witness it, but I've heard what happened. I just want you to know that we support you and what you're going through (or what you've already gone through) really is no joke. There's no point in rewinding and deleting, it doesn't work. Which is why I'm adding this Lion King quote.  Just take some time and work through it, you can do this! Thank you. <3 Definitely learned my lesson; stay away from toxic people. |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 16, 2018 22:28:14 GMT
Haha oh dear, some of the old pics on pp are literally making me laugh out loud. And I found one of myself with a condom in my mouth, wtf?
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Post by Sole on Mar 17, 2018 6:52:13 GMT
Haha oh dear, some of the old pics on pp are literally making me laugh out loud. And I found one of myself with a condom in my mouth, wtf? I found some very embarrassing ones too. What was I thinking at 14?  |
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 17, 2018 9:44:06 GMT
Haha oh dear, some of the old pics on pp are literally making me laugh out loud. And I found one of myself with a condom in my mouth, wtf? I found some very embarrassing ones too. What was I thinking at 14? Exactly. :/… I am glad social media wasn't invented yet at the time I was 14. However I did post a lot of embarrassing photos on pp when I first joined. Wouldn't have done the same today. Like wth was I thinking?! I wanna slap my 16 year old self in the face. _____________ I don't know what to think. My head is empty, but at the same time full of chaos and fkdjdksjsjsj I cannot find the right words. It has been a long and painful night. I've stayed up all night to witness the last moments of pp still being alive. I am devastated because we did all we could to prevent this from happening  but at the same time I am also relieved to say the least. Please don't hate me. Anyhow, I'm going to sleep the day away. I'm exhausted. And sleep deprived. I've fallen asleep several times while writing this post. G'nite. |
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Post by blackrosefore on Mar 17, 2018 11:01:05 GMT
i'm thinking that I'll still be missing "the old place" for months to come....
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Post by Nicotine.Head on Mar 17, 2018 11:25:26 GMT
I'm thinking that I'm loving this new place more and more. <3
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Post by cpf on Mar 17, 2018 12:14:45 GMT
This week i will hear if they offer me the house i checkd out earlier this week.. was 6th in line and first 5 said no
Will be a life changing decision which scares the ssss out of me but i have to do this with my heart and not with my head
Fingers crossed, in serious need of a new chapter
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Post by kara on Mar 18, 2018 0:36:57 GMT
I still have a lot of anxiety over the forum going down. I know that sounds really lame and is probably overstated by now, but fuck there were so many terrible and wonderful times that I personally had on there. Not to mention the very first conversations I had with some of you, whom have forever changed my life. I'm just sad..and though I am SO grateful for this new site..I hope there is a way to archive the old shreadnet.
Love you guys.
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Post by kathytrydis on Mar 18, 2018 4:54:37 GMT
I still have a lot of anxiety over the forum going down. I know that sounds really lame and is probably overstated by now, but fuck there were so many terrible and wonderful times that I personally had on there. Not to mention the very first conversations I had with some of you, whom have forever changed my life. I'm just sad..and though I am SO grateful for this new site..I hope there is a way to archive the old shreadnet. Love you guys. I have no idea how old you are now but I still think of you as being 13 or 14. Lol. |
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Post by kathytrydis on Mar 18, 2018 6:33:05 GMT
Today I was having a gander at what’s on next week coz I’m looking so something to do and I see there is a handful of Ed Sheeran tickets still available. All restricted view and they cost an arm and a leg. Wtf, just a man and his guitar and he’s charging that much for his shows. No thank you.
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Post by Danielle on Mar 18, 2018 8:23:41 GMT
MORE SNOW. I'm just glad we don't all have flu and aren't in the hospital this time so we can enjoy it.
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Post by Fuckingperfect on Mar 18, 2018 11:06:12 GMT
Shouldn't be thinking about tomorrow, but I can't help but worrying. 😣
Time for some distraction so I don't do something I'll regret later. 🙄
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Post by cpf on Mar 18, 2018 21:49:32 GMT
Tomorrow is the day
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Just take some time and work through it, you can do this! 
but at the same time I am also relieved to say the least. Please don't hate me. 
