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Post by cpf on Aug 19, 2020 13:31:54 GMT
I really dont get why people ask 30euro for an ugly german funhouse tour concertticket on ebay...... #why
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Post by blackrosefore on Aug 19, 2020 14:56:07 GMT
I keep wondering why I ended up where I am. It's this same persistent thought, lately.
I'm currently healthy during a pandemic. I'm not responsible for this. I ended up with tons of education and several degrees. Two licenses to practice nursing. A job that tests my stamina and the extent of my skills every day.
I ended up with a pretty expensive apartment, and I have a lot of limited edition, collectors item stuff. Most of the snowglobes, music boxes, and figurines I have ever wanted, I now own.
I also ended up with another boyfriend. We had a fight last month. He stopped communicating after the fight. After a week of no responses, I walked away from him. (I briefly tried Match.com in my ex's absence, but the guys there sure were/are ugly for being in their 30s and 40s. Based on the odds, I thought I would be better off being a single woman). Then my ex called me late this past Sunday evening. He told me that he still wanted to date me. He didn't seem upset at all. Okay, he sounded miffed that his phone died on him during the last month, and that I had unfriended on FB. He sounded frustrated that he couldn't call or message me because he had no phone, and I'd prevented his FB reach-out. And then, here recently, he updated his phone twice, and gave me both numbers each time. Oh, and I guess this counts, even if it is kinda crude on my part. He is better looking than the available dudes I saw on Match.com. My brain is so weird...
But my brain has decided that everything about ANY and ALL of this, is really not what I expected. My parents used to call me "rebellious and deliberately disobedient," and though they never said it to my face, a lot of the time the unspoken message was that I was a failure.
I just am grateful these days. I am grateful to God, that He saw me, and provided for all my needs, instead.
So this is what's on my mind. Gratitude.
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Post by drnick on Aug 19, 2020 15:18:52 GMT
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Post by drnick on Aug 19, 2020 15:36:57 GMT
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Post by drnick on Aug 19, 2020 16:28:02 GMT
Sounds about right.
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Post by drnick on Aug 19, 2020 19:25:39 GMT
Don't mess with the Frenchies.
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Post by drnick on Aug 20, 2020 14:08:04 GMT
I think sometimes Karma really is a bitch!
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Post by drnick on Aug 20, 2020 14:28:02 GMT
Only the best people ... I never met, I don't know.
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Post by drnick on Aug 20, 2020 16:17:20 GMT
OMG The #Trumpsterfire is beyond parody!
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Post by drnick on Aug 20, 2020 17:34:25 GMT
OMG II
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Post by heehawes on Aug 21, 2020 9:11:44 GMT
😛
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Post by drnick on Aug 21, 2020 9:13:26 GMT
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Post by cpf on Aug 21, 2020 10:03:42 GMT
Aannddddd another one of my gigs postponed to 2021..to my birthday actually Really miss gigs, need it sooooo much Makes me regret not going to Wrabel and City&Colour last Feb more and more Doubt Skunk Anansie will keep its date, so will mean just 1 gig in 2020. 3 more cancelled, 8 postponed (3 postponed twice)
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Post by drnick on Aug 21, 2020 13:11:09 GMT
Zing
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Post by heehawes on Aug 21, 2020 15:12:52 GMT
The waiting and the sun and the excitement leading up to it all. I love that almost as much as the show. I just love you all.
Listening to more in between band music. ❤️
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