Will it ever get better than tonight?
Aug 19, 2019 21:16:10 GMT
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Post by alrightsir on Aug 19, 2019 21:16:10 GMT
I actually wanted to write something about the tour but I ended up getting toi personal 
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I barely made it to my last, 10th show in Vienna. Warsaw didn't feel quite good, although the peeps were amazing as always, something was not right for me. Our bunch got sooooo soaking wet front of the stage - I still don't know how we did manage to survive without pneumonia haha. Maybe because right after the rain it got so crowded that we all heated back up each other. Anyway, there was a crazy polish girl trying to climb over me and I was like "really...I don't wanna do this anymore". I really enjoyed it but I couldn't be in the moment. Then she didn't sing Glitter and I was soooo over the whole thing. I was so close to selling my ticket but my boyfriend convinced me to go. Thank God he did that. I felt like this whole tour thingy doesn't give me the same thing it did years ago. So I said "alright, we skip the queuing, skip all the fuss, we had Diamond Tickets so let's enjoy some quality time with friends in the city". Philip has never been in Vienna so we showed the city to him with Martin and Dia alsk arrived with her baby, hubby and glorious mum so we had such a great time. (I mean. Dia has a 10something old baby. His husband drove them to Warsaw, she dropped the milk and he dropped her off T the stadium, took care of the baby, then they drove back, and now they are here again, in Vienna, with the baby but now with her mum helping so her hubby can enjoy the show as well. This is the husband and mother everybody deserves!!!) Sooo we were lying in the grass in a random park, talking about how Dia would be a Schweppes Bitter Lemon if she was a drink lol and Martin was soooo confused because of the fact that we are not queuing. He's still young haha I loved every minute of it! Then we went to the venue, got in, 5th row at 7PM. Easy breazy. Everything just worked out as soon as I let things go. I've always loved Vienna because people are sooooo nice and chilled, they give you personal space even in the pit which is such a dream. We ended up standing next to a group of drunk crazies who made everything better because they actually danced and sang through the whole gig. And that's much more important than where you stand. We jumped, danced, saaaaaang all night and it felt like more like a spiritual awakening than a simple concert experience like Warsaw was. I mean, during I Am Here I really felt like I am in heaven or shit. It was THAT phenomenal. Then I partied all my problems away at the end. And when I thought it can't get better, she sang Glitter. The song which was one of the most promiment experiences of my life - when she did it in Budapest, 2009, at my first concert. And 10 years later, my 10th concert and here we are, I can hear Glitter again. The closing song for the last 10 years. Then she goes backstage and you can see how she transformes into the mum she is now, holding Willz so dearly. I feel like I grew up with her and now our paths depart. But in a good way, how life leads you to different ways and it's all good. During these 10 years she taught me incredibly much about self-acceptance and how to be the best human being you can be and I will be forever grateful for that. She was the true inspiration in my life without me realizing it. And all the beautiful souls I've met through these 10 years of gigs. Most of them were on PP and we all grown ups now. How amazing is that? I really love you all. Each one of you. And at that moment, when she walked down the stage, after singing "Will it get better than tonight?" I could answer "No. It probably won't." So I hugged everybody (Jeff and Danis sweet drunk faces too!), trying not to contain myself and not to cry because I was so damn happy about my last 10 years.
Truly grateful.
Dani had these crazy long amazing posts and now the forum is alive. Yaay!
I barely made it to my last, 10th show in Vienna. Warsaw didn't feel quite good, although the peeps were amazing as always, something was not right for me. Our bunch got sooooo soaking wet front of the stage - I still don't know how we did manage to survive without pneumonia haha. Maybe because right after the rain it got so crowded that we all heated back up each other. Anyway, there was a crazy polish girl trying to climb over me and I was like "really...I don't wanna do this anymore". I really enjoyed it but I couldn't be in the moment. Then she didn't sing Glitter and I was soooo over the whole thing. I was so close to selling my ticket but my boyfriend convinced me to go. Thank God he did that. I felt like this whole tour thingy doesn't give me the same thing it did years ago. So I said "alright, we skip the queuing, skip all the fuss, we had Diamond Tickets so let's enjoy some quality time with friends in the city". Philip has never been in Vienna so we showed the city to him with Martin and Dia alsk arrived with her baby, hubby and glorious mum so we had such a great time. (I mean. Dia has a 10something old baby. His husband drove them to Warsaw, she dropped the milk and he dropped her off T the stadium, took care of the baby, then they drove back, and now they are here again, in Vienna, with the baby but now with her mum helping so her hubby can enjoy the show as well. This is the husband and mother everybody deserves!!!) Sooo we were lying in the grass in a random park, talking about how Dia would be a Schweppes Bitter Lemon if she was a drink lol and Martin was soooo confused because of the fact that we are not queuing. He's still young haha I loved every minute of it! Then we went to the venue, got in, 5th row at 7PM. Easy breazy. Everything just worked out as soon as I let things go. I've always loved Vienna because people are sooooo nice and chilled, they give you personal space even in the pit which is such a dream. We ended up standing next to a group of drunk crazies who made everything better because they actually danced and sang through the whole gig. And that's much more important than where you stand. We jumped, danced, saaaaaang all night and it felt like more like a spiritual awakening than a simple concert experience like Warsaw was. I mean, during I Am Here I really felt like I am in heaven or shit. It was THAT phenomenal. Then I partied all my problems away at the end. And when I thought it can't get better, she sang Glitter. The song which was one of the most promiment experiences of my life - when she did it in Budapest, 2009, at my first concert. And 10 years later, my 10th concert and here we are, I can hear Glitter again. The closing song for the last 10 years. Then she goes backstage and you can see how she transformes into the mum she is now, holding Willz so dearly. I feel like I grew up with her and now our paths depart. But in a good way, how life leads you to different ways and it's all good. During these 10 years she taught me incredibly much about self-acceptance and how to be the best human being you can be and I will be forever grateful for that. She was the true inspiration in my life without me realizing it. And all the beautiful souls I've met through these 10 years of gigs. Most of them were on PP and we all grown ups now. How amazing is that? I really love you all. Each one of you. And at that moment, when she walked down the stage, after singing "Will it get better than tonight?" I could answer "No. It probably won't." So I hugged everybody (Jeff and Danis sweet drunk faces too!), trying not to contain myself and not to cry because I was so damn happy about my last 10 years.
Truly grateful.
